You smell like a hug
and you taste like a drug.
Your voice hits my bloodstream,
like lightning through a plug.
When I leave, I feel high
then crash without a sign
When you're gone, my mouth is dry,
when you're gone, I can't be fine.
Your touch fades slowly,
but quicker every time.
The thing that calms me down the most,
is when you call me mine.
You're comfort and chaos,
whispers and screams.
I chase you in daylight,
and overdose in dreams.
You're a lullaby with claws,
a habit I can't shake.
You're sugar laced with venom,
the sweetest kind of ache.
I try to quit, then beg for more,
hands shaking on your skin.
Even pain feels like a promise now,
when it's dressed up as a sin.
YOU ARE READING
Chaos In My Mind
Poetry𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 ... This is a book of some poems I've written r...
