The Mail Woman

34

*Winter

I made it, opened the keypad, got the key, and went in. I locked the door back and went to the room. I laid on the bed and drowned in my thoughts. Tears made their way.

I can't believe I was going through this. Even tho I'm slightly ova Clark, it still hurts. Hurts me that he cheated, hurt that I lost my child, and hurt that he didn't even care.

Was it something wrong with me? Was I not worthy of his love anymore? Was I even worthy of his love from the beginning? Did I even mean something to him?

Me sobbing was all that could be heard. I tried to make it stop, but it wouldn't. I finally stop sobbing but tears continued to flow. I was just laying there as tears fell. I felt a hand on my legs. I looked up and it was Kassidy. I sniffed and wiped my face before sitting up.

"I'm sorry..." I said wiping my face more

She bend down in front of me and held my hand.

"You don't have to apologize for being hurt. It's okay, let it all out. I'm here for you and whatever you need just let me know. Stay here long as you need, I insist..." she said squeezing my hand

"Thank you..." I said softly

"I gotchu..." she said kissing my hand and my forehead
"What can I do to make you feel better right now??"

"I don't know. I just need space and time..." I said

She looked at me for a minute then got up. She let go of my hand and was bout to walk out. I grabbed her hand back and she looked at me.

"Not from you..." I said to her

She pulled me up and hugged me. I wrapped my arm around her and put my head in her neck.

"I wish it was something I could do to make you feel better..." she said

I lifted my head and looked at her. I stared at her.

"Make me feel something..." I said softly

"Feel what??" She asked

"Anything..." I said before kissing her

I wanted to feel wanted, feel cared about, and feel pleasure. I want to forget what and how I was feeling, just for a while.

"Pretty Lady I don't think we should do this right now while you feeling like this..." she said

"Please, just make me feel something. I just want to forget about it..." I begged

She bit her lips thinking about what she wanted to do.

Maybe doing this isn't the way to go while I'm feeling like this. I should deal with these feelings instead of tryna do anything to block them out and not feel them.

"It's okay. You're right, I sho-..." I started but was cut off by her tongue kissing me

Our tongues rubbed and collided with each other as I pulled her closer. My hand went down and I started unbuttoning her uniform shirt. I pushed it off before making her fall back on the bed. I climbed on top of her and kissed her hungrier. She squeezed my ass. I slid my tongue into her mouth and grabbed her face. I pulled away as she grabbed my shirt. She pulled it ova my head. She buried her face between my titties with her hands on my lower back. She started sucking on them. I bit my lip as I held the back of her head. Her tongue ran up then she bit down on the top of my titty. I squeezed the back of her neck. She pulled down my bra and took my nipple into her mouth.

"Fuck..." I moaned softly slightly throwing my head back

She bit my nipple making me gasp and arched my back. Her hand slid up my back, and she swiftly unclipped my bra and took it off. She gave my other nipple the same attention she gave the previous one. Once she let go, I grabbed her face and kissed her again. I pushed her back on the bed as we kissed. I pulled away and pushed her head up. My tongue licked down her neck and formed a circle. I gently bit down earning a soft gasp from her. I pulled her skin between my teeth then took it into my mouth sucking it. She grabbed my waist grinding me on her.