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*Winter

So last night we in fact didn't go home. We actually dropped my car off at home and we went bar hopping. We both got FUCKED UP!!
We had to call Ke and Arya to come get us. And we ended up going to their house.

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I woke up to Kassidy's ass laying slap slam on top of me.

"Kassidy get off..." I said pushing her

She rolled off me and rolled to the floor. She groaned and raised up.

"Got damn Winter..." she said stretching

I looked in the mirror that was beside the bed and she was completely naked up top and fully exposed. Her eyes were closed so she didn't know. Her boobies look amazing, shid they look better than mine.

I realized what I was doing and covered my eyes cuz I know how she is about this stuff.

"Baby..." I said

"Hmmm..." she said

"You don't have anything on your chest..." I said

"What??" She asked confused

"Your breasts are out..." I said

"Shit..." she said

I heard her fumbling around for a while before it got quiet.

"You can open your eyes now..." she said

"I can't, I think my head is going to explode..." I said making her chuckle

"My head Sholl throbbing..." she said

"What possessed us to get that fucked up..." I said

"Right..." she says

I slid back down under the covers and laid down.

"I feel nauseous..." I said rubbing my stomach

It was a knock on the door.

"Come in..." Kassidy answered

The door opened.

"Wassup drunkies..." Ke said

I slid my hand from under the cover and waved.

"Oh y'all still fucked up..." Arya said making Ke laugh

"If y'all ain't got nothing to help get out..." Kassidy said

"Well I guess we'll take this medicine and water back with us..." Ke said

"No, please..." I said sticking my head from under the cover
"I need it..."

"Since you were nice..." Ke said

They gave me the water and I instantly downed it. That cold water hit the spot and some.

"Here some clothes too for y'all..." Ke said

"And I'll call you when breakfast is done..." Arya said

I nodded before sliding back under the covers. I felt Kassidy slid back in bed and moved closer to me. She threw her arm around me. It was quiet before Kassidy said,

"I'm getting too old for this shit..."

I bust out laughing which made her laugh.

"Gone on na. My head is hurting..." I said pushing her still laughing

"I'm forreal..." she said

"Kassidy puhlease, if anything I'm getting too old for this shit..." I said

"Sometimes I forget you're older than me..." she said

"It's cuz you make me feel young..." I said honestly

"I do??" She asked

I turned around to look at her.

"Yes..." I said looking at her smiling

"Well I take it as a compliment..." she said

"You should..." I said moving closer to her

I moved down so I could be under her but she moved back and looked at me.

"What are you doing??" She asked

"I wanted to cuddle..." I said

"Why were you moving down??" She asked

"I wasn't tryna touch you, I just wanted to be under you..." I said
"Nevermind..."

I turned back around and she sighed.

Like I get that she's uncomfortable with certain things, but I just don't know how to touch her. I be scared to touch her cuz I don't know what I can and can't do. Certain ways I used to touch her when I first met her, I can't right now cuz she's uncomfortable. Like was it something I was doing? Like I used to have my hand ova her stomach or up her back. Now when I try she quickly grabs my hands. So I don't know how to even go about touching her.

Anyway, I ended up getting up to go to the bathroom. I did my business, brushed my teeth, and washed this makeup off. Also, I had to brush my hair cuz I looked insane. I put my hair up before cutting on the shower. I let it get hot before stepping in. I was bathing when I heard the door open. I slid back the curtains and it was Kassidy. I closed the door back and finished showering. Once I was done, I stepped out wrapping the towel around myself and she was brushing her teeth. I walked out cuz maybe she wanted to get in after.

I dried off and then put the clothes on. She came out of the bathroom and sat on the bed looking at me.

"Did I do something??" She asked

"No..." I said looking at her

"Why do I feel like you're mad??" She asked

"I'm not mad, just in my thoughts..." I said honestly

"What you thinking about??" She asked

"I'm just thinking about you. It seems like everything I do seems to make you uncomfortable, which I don't wanna do. Ways I could touch you normally even make you uncomfortable. I'm just confused and wish I understood. Like is it me? I don't want to make you uncomfortable in any way. But it's just like damn, I can't do nothing..." I said looking at her

"I'm sor-..." she started

"You don't have to apologize baby. I just want to understand..." I said

"When you touch me in certain ways I just get a feeling through my body. Like I get nervous, I'm hot and shit. This feeling is new to me and I don't know what to do with it. So, making you stop touching me helps me calm down..." she said

"So, you don't want me touching you cuz of that feeling??" I asked

"Slightly, I wish I could allow you to. But I just don't know how to handle myself when I feel that way..." she said

"Is this feeling something you would like to explore??" I asked curiously

"Not at this moment..." she said making me nod

"Well, when you're ready just let me know..." I said and she nodded

We talked a bit more before she showered then we went into the kitchen with Ke and Arya.

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