*Winter
I was bout to go to her house, but she gone have to work for this. Since she wanna ignore me and gave me worried all day I'm going to make her work. I was following behind her but I turned right instead of going straight. My phone instantly started ringing. I let it ring. I turned into Wendy's so I could get breakfast. I was in line waiting for my turn when I heard a horn blow. I looked up and it was her. I laughed while looking at her. She motioned me to let my window down. I let it down.
(If y'all eat Wendy's breakfast what y'all get??)
(I get the honey butter chicken biscuit)
"What Kassidy??" I asked still laughing
"Why the fuck are you steady playing with
me??" She asked
"I just wanted breakfast, you want
something??" I asked smiling
"Winter, I'm not playing..." she said
"I'm not either, you want some or not cuz I'm next??" I asked
"Get me breakfast baconator..." she said and I nodded
She drove up and parked. I started ordering and my phone dinged. I looked at it and she sent me money to pay for our breakfast.
"I'm tryna be mad at you..." I said to my phone at her name
I paid and got our food. I went beside her car and parked. I texted her.
Me
~Come get your food
MyLove🔐🧡
~Ain't you coming to my house, I'll get it then
Me
~I'm not going to your house
MyLove
~Well come to my car. Let's talk
Me
~Don't feel like it
Mylove 🔐🧡
~Here I come, shit
She got out of her car and got in the passenger seat.
"And don't curse at me..." I said and she shook her head
She grabbed the bag out of my lap and got her food.
"Which one is mine??" She asked pointing at the orange juices
"They're the same..." I said looking at her
She snickered before nodding. We both started eating. It was eating in silence until I spoke.
"When are we going to start talking??" I asked
She looked at me before swallowing what was in her mouth.
"Now..." she said
"So why was I ignored??" I asked
"I didn't mean to do that. I was just in my head all day about how I was going to explain what happened to you and it just had me scared to even talk to you..." she said
"You were scared of me??" I asked confused
"No, not of you. I just didn't know what to say or how you explain things. It had nothing to do with you, it was me. Not knowing how to develop words to express how I felt so I just unknowingly ignored you..." she said and I nodded
"So, I don't do anything??" I asked
"No. Wellll, yeah..." she said
"What did I do??" I asked turning my body toward her
"Remember when we had sex on the couch??" She asked
"How could I forget..." I said honestly
"Well when you were riding, I called your name and was tryna lift you for you to stop cuz the thing was rubbing against me..." she said
"Okay..." I said confused
She looked at me. And I was just looking at her
"You don't know what that means??" She asked and I shook my head
She chuckled and shook her head.
"Of course..." she said looking out the window
"What does that mean??" I asked
"Nothing..." she said
"Can you just explain to me what happened..." I said
"Well while you were riding, like I said, it was rubbing against me. It was rubbing so much that I..." she said then widened her eyes at the end
It didn't click for me. Then a few seconds later, it clicked.
"YOU CAME..." I said loudly smiling
She chuckled with her eyes closed.
"Yeah..." she said softly and I could tell she wasn't excited like I was.
"You didn't like it??" I asked looking at her
"It's not that I didn't like it. I just wasn't ready for that..." she said
"Cuz you're uncomfortable..." I said and she nodded
"I'm sorry, about everything. I didn't know..."
Now I feel bad. I did something that made her uncomfortable and was mad at her for acting the way she did. The last thing I wanted to do was do something that makes her uncomfortable and that she doesn't like.
"It's fine..." she said
"No, it's not. You're uncomfortable with that and I did that to you..." I said
"Babe, you didn't know..." she said
"But I made you uncomfortable. I should've known..." I said
"I'm sorry..."
She grabbed my face to look at her and grabbed my hands.
"Look, it's okay. I was just shocked at that time. But It's fine, I'm fine..." she said looking at me
"You sure??" I asked
"Yes, I'm sure..." she said before pecking my lips
I looked at her and she smiled. I sat back and looked out the window, can't believe I did that.
"Relax..." she said placing her hand on my thigh squeezing it
"Can I ask you something??" I asked looking at her
"Wassup..." she said
"Why are you so uncomfortable??" she asked
"Like when it comes to getting in the shower with me, being naked, letting me touch you or please you. Why are you so uncomfortable??"
"Cuz that's how I was brought up. When my family found out I was gay and wanted to dress in masculine clothing, they treated me like a boy. I wasn't allowed to be emotional or vulnerable to anybody. I was taught never to be vulnerable with my body and always protect it. I've been dealing with that for a long time. I grew up with older gay people who didn't let a woman touch them at all. Who didn't like to be pleased at all, I was taught that and it's stuck. It's a new time and I have to unlearn all of that..." she said
"Really??" I asked in disbelief
"Yes, I've come a long way. Now I take my shirt and pants off during sex. I used to have sex fully clothed..." she said making me laugh
She looked at me.
"I'm sorry..." I said laughing more
"It's not funny. Just you having sex fully clothed is diabolical..."
Once I said that, she burst out laughing. We were just in the car dying of laughter. I was laughing so much tears was coming out. And her damn stomach started hurting. I had to cut the air up.
"How did the girls feel when you did that??" I asked while wiping my eyes
"Mad as hell..." she said with a goofy grin
"I bet..." I said laughing more
Making her laugh again.
"But forreal..." I said grabbing her hand
"I understand now and I won't pressure you into bathing with me again. You do everything on your own time..."
"Thank you so much, Pretty Lady..." she said smiling
"Of course..." I said
She grabbed my face and pecked my lips twice.
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