The Mail Woman

90

*Kassidy

She opened the door to get in her car, but I closed it back.

"Are we going to talk about what's going
on??" She asked looking at me

I shook my head.

"Then I'm leaving, let me know when you ready to talk..." she said getting her car

She started it and pulled off. I let out a sigh before going into the house. I flopped down on the couch and shook my head.

It's not that I've been ignoring her I've been trying to put what I'm feeling into words and I just can't. I don't want her mad at me or anything. But when we were fucking on the couch when she rode me, she made me finish. And I'm not comfortable and I was ready for that yet. During that time I didn't know how to feel or what to do with myself, so I left. When she started calling me, I was so nervous and scared that I didn't answer. It was not my intention to not talk to her all day, but I don't know how to word it, and still don't know how to word it. That was something I wasn't ready for and I know she didn't know what she did. But it's just hard. I know I gotta talk to her soon cuz I'm not letting this get far.
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I had been lying on the couch watching TV all day. I tried calling Winter, but she wasn't answering which was understandable.

A lil while after, Ke called.

"Wassup..." I said looking at her

"How did it go??" She asked

"I couldn't say it, so she left..." I said

"Kass..." she said looking at me disappointedly

"I know, I know..." I said before she could say anything else
"I got nervous so I didn't say much..."

She groaned.

"So you ain't gone tell her??" She asked

"I am I just need to conjure up some bravery..." I said

"Well you need to make it quick..." she said

"I know..." I said rubbing my face

We talked for a lil bit before she hung up. I decided to text Winter.

Me:
~Pretty Lady 🥺

Pretty Lady💗
~Leave me alone

Me
~Have you eaten?!

Pretty Lady💗
~No

Me
~You want me to bring you something or have it delivered??

Pretty Lady💗
~Have it delivered

Me
~Okay, I'm on my way

Pretty Lady💗
~Don't worry about it

Me
~Why I can't bring it??

Pretty Lady💗
~Cuz we ain't seeing each other until you tell me what was wrong with you

Me
~Mane 🙄
~Since you wanna be like that order your own food

Pretty Lady💗
~Heard

Me
~ I'm just playing

She read it and ain't text back.

I kept saying her name through text. She was reading but not replying. I decided to order her some Chinese cuz she had been craving it. I sent her a screenshot of what I was sending and she hearted it.

Pretty Lady💗
~Thanks, Asshole🙄❤️

Me
~I love you❤️

Pretty Lady
~Yeah, me too