I Wish It Would Stop

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(BE PREPARED FOR THIS CHAPTER 😭)

11:25 am

Ugh, Pe. Worst subject ever.
We're doing gymnastics so it's not that bad i guess?

I get changed and head out to the changing rooms to the gymnasium.
I walk into the gymnasium and all eyes are on me.

What?? Why?? Oh crap, i better not have started my period!!
I stress out until i pass a mirror, hanging on the wall.

fuck, i look hot!! i didn't realise how good the school pe kit looked on me!

I smirk to myself before skipping over to Bill and Gustav. I creep up behind Bill. I go on my tip toes to reach his height and place my hands over his eyes.

"So yeah that's why- hm?" He got confused.
I went up to his ear, "hey"
I took my hands off his eyes. He turned around and gave me a hug.

"You look beautiful, holly!" Gustav said.
"Watch it" Bill pointed at him and smiled.
I held Bill's hand and we made our way over to the coach.

"Boys and Girls, May i have your attention please?" Coach shouted in her smokers voice.
"Right today, Girls you will be working on 'Twists and Turns' and Boys you will be working on 'Backflips' or Basketball ball skills."

Bill groans "Sie ist ein Arschloch"
"What does that mean?" i question.
"She's an asshole" Bill laughs.
"Agreed" Gustav groans.

I say my byes and go over to where all the girls are.
I take a sip of my water.
"Oi, holly!" i turn around and see the bitch, Lola, who poured paint water all over me.
"What do you want?" i cross my arms.
She walks over to me, "So can you do a cartwheel?"
"Yes."
"A backflip?"
"Yes"
"Can you do a backhand spring? Or are you too fat for that?"

I look at her shocked. She laughs then walks away.
I look down and hold my stomach. Am i really that fat?
My eyes well up. No! I'm not letting them win. I walk over the tumble mat. I stretch my arms and legs. I take a deep breath in and step on the tumble mat.

I start running to build up the cartwheel. I hop in the air, do a cartwheel then a back hand spring.
I land in the perfect position.
I hear claps fill the room.
Every Boy and Girl, except Lola and her two friends, clapped for me.
I look over and see Bill clapping. He smiles and puts his thumbs up.
"Well done." I hear an annoyed Lola.
"Thank you."

"Coach said you have to be with us for the next activity." said Lola's friend.
"Oh, okay.."
We walk over to the other tumble mat thats closer to where the basketball court is.
Turns out the next activity is cartwheels into double backflips on the tumble mats.
Easy. I soon realised Lola and her other friend have to be there to put the safety mat in front of me when i finish. I shouldn't be trusting them but coach said i have to be with them.
So again I warm up.
I run up, do the cartwheel into the backflips.

It was only then i realised they'd chucked the safety mat the other way.
"HOLLY!" I heard Bill scream before a sharp pain went through my back. Everything went black.

I feel my limp body being picked up.
Then i feel myself being laid across someone's knees.
I hear people talking but it feels like i'm underwater.
"holly" i hear my name.
I hear it again, "Holly!" but this time it a lot clearer.
Then cold liquid hits my face. Water? Really!? I shoot my eyes open and see Bill.
His makeup was smudge from crying.

"Oh my god, Holly" He hugged me tight.
I start crying from the pain in my back.
"Bill?" i manage to get out.
"Yes, my love?" he cried.
"I wish it would stop."
"I know, baby."
I hear rushed footsteps.

"Make way!" Paramedics shouts, "Young boy, i'm going to have to ask for you to let go of her." They say to Bill.
"No!"
"Sir"
"NO!" He cries even more.
I reach my hand up to his face, "Bill, i'll be fine. Go with Gustav."
He cries even more, "Are you sure?"
"Go on." He leans down and kisses me. He gets up and goes with Gustav.

The gymnasium falls quiet as everyone was evacuated out.
"So i'm guessing he's your boyfriend?" Said the paramedic in a thick german accent.
I look at her and nod.
"The good news is you're able to move which means you probably won't need to be going to hospital. We just need to roll you over to check your back." She smiles at me.
They roll me over and lift up my top.

She pokes my back with needles, "Can you feel that?"
"Yes!" i whine.
"Well young lady, you are very lucky! Whoever caught you supported your back so everything is intact, you'll just have a massive bruise on your back unfortunately."
Wait, someone caught me?

"Huh? someone.."
"Yep! Someone caught you basically saving your life." The other paramedic smiles.
"Right, now we just need to get you up!"
They turn me over and lift me up.
"Try take a few steps."
I walk like normal, there's just a pain in my back.
"I feel fine, it's just the bruise!" i smile.
"It'll go down within a week, we promise." They reassured me.
I smile at them.
I hear the gymnasium door burst open.

"HOLLY!" My mum cried.
She came running towards me, "My darling!"
"I'm fine mum." I laugh.
I take time to get better and make my way to my mums car.

12:30 pm
My mum opens the car door and i get in.
She then quickly gets in her side of the car.

"Holly, il faut bouger."

("Holly, we have to move.")

"ARE YOU CRAZY? IM FINALLY HAPPY AND YOU WANT TO MOVE?" i shouts.

"SI C'EST VOTRE IDÉE DU HEUREUX, VOUS ÊTES FOLLE JEUNE DAME !" she shouts back.

(IF THAT'S YOUR IDEA OF HAPPY, YOU'RE CRAZY YOUNG LADY!)

"IM HAPPY WITH BILL!"
My mum shuts up as she doesn't want to start anything.
We got home and i storm up to my room.

"ILL HATE YOU FOREVER IF WE MOVE!"

I shout down the stairs before snuggle up into bed and cry for hours.


uh oh...


i'm aware if this was real life, she'd probably be dead 😬
and sorry if this chapter makes no sense, it's just a storyline for bullying!!

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