LOST WITHOUT YOU

CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT

JONATHAN...
WHITE SANDS PLAZA MALL

Kai wrapped his arm around Josh's arm as they walked in front of Jamell, Andre, Tyquian, Max, Jonathan, and Kane.

"Hope you had fun wit dat bitch last night."

Kane huffed heavily. "Here we go wit dis shit."

Andre and Jamell awkwardly stared at the back of Josh and Kai's head, trying everything to mind their business. They saw and heard the whole argument unfold on their way back from the club yesterday.

"I thought we wasn't together, why you getting jealous all the sudden? What happened to Danni?." Kane frowned.

"You dancin' wit dat stripper ain't got nothin' ta do wit Danni, and I ain't jealous, I nevea get jealous ovea nobody, you ma body-guard, you suppose ta be keepin' an eye on meh." Jonathan mugged.

"Where was dis attitude at when ya left wit Tyquian and Kentrell ta go shoot Jesse and Ben? Now all da sudden ya want meh ta be ya body-guard? Ya wasn't in no danger Baby, you too was dancin' on uh bitch, why is it uh problem when I step out of dis fucked up ass relationship?."

"Because he want cha ta himself." Tyquian smirked.

"I know, all he gotta do is admit his love and I'm all his, but he in love wit Danni."

Jonathan shoved Tyquian's shoulder.

"I don't even know what to get Durk and Kentrell." Kai gleamed. "If I could I would buy the whole mall."

"Could we ask them?." Josh asked.

"That wouldn't be fair, it's suppose to be a surprise."

"How about we just drown them with jewelry, rings and chains." Andre commented.

"Dat would be ta much jewelry, imma get Durk sum new clothes, Kentrell got him gainin' weight." Jamell mugged.

"In da right places."

"Durk ain't da only one gettin' married, ya gotta get Kentrell sumthin' to." Tyquian frowned.

"I ain't gettin' dat nigga shit." Jamell said.

"Bitch ass nigga." Tyquian mumbled.

"Den I'll get Kentrell sum new clothes. So, let's separate, Kai and Josh will get da jewelry, Jamell and I will get the clothes, Tyquian and Max will get--new shoes, and Jonathan and Kane will get--kitchen ware."

"Dose niggas don't cook." Jonathan chuckled.

"Durk's tryna cook fa Kentrell."

"Den his ass need uh cook book too." Kane said.

"Den get it, da fuck, maybe den they can both cook fa each othea. Meet back outside of Ritalin's Restaurant."

The group separated and went their own way.

"It's not like I fucked ha', we just danced."

"I don't care anymore." Jonathan shrugged exhaustedly. "Do whatcho want."

"You always doin' dat shit, den get mad when I take yo word."

"You know I love you Kane--."

"Den why didn't you marry meh?."

"I wasn't ready."

"Yo ass is nevea ready, but you was ready ta get Danni pregnant."

"It was an accident."

"Man save dat shit, when you shove yo dick into sumthin fa uh very long time wit out pullin' out, dat shit ain't uh accident." Kane argued.

Jonathan gotten upset. "So whatcho gone do? Leave?."

"I can't, I'm yo body-guard, and even though you be doin' meh dirty, I'm still in love wit you. So no, ma stupid ass won't leave." Kane adjusted his hoodie to avoid Jonathan's face.

Jonathan nodded his head. "'Preciate--."

"Shut da fuck up." Kane demanded.

Jonathan pinched his lips together and followed behind Kane.

...

TAURUS...

Taurus walked over to a sleeping Von and nudged him gently. "Aye, wake up."

Von's body felt limp and cold. As if he was dead. Taurus arched his brows with worry. "Baby? Von? Aye man wake up."

Von's eyes were glued shut and no air came out of his nose, suddenly his hand flopped opened and multiple pills fell out .
Taurus dropped his suitcase and grabbed Von off the couch. "Von?! Von?!." He screamed as he dragged Von off the couch and onto the floor. He slapped his face and shook him violently.

He felt so dumb for not giving Von enough attention, he knew how depressed Von got whenever someone ignored him, not to mention he just went through one of the most tragic events of his life. Transforming from being a ghost to being in a human body he didn't want to be in must have caused pain and trauma.

He laid Von onto his lap and stuck his index finger into the back of Von's throat. He felt his own throat being squeezed and a small tear streamed down his cheek. "Von?!."

Von leaped forward and threw up clear substance. He grabbed his burning chest and squeezed his eyes closed.
"What da hell were you thinkin'?!." Taurus panicked.

Von got up. "I'll clean it." He stumbled towards the bathroom. Taurus quickly got up and followed behind Von. "I don't give uh damn about dat, why were you tryin' ta kill yoself?."

Von ignored him and headed into the bathroom.
Taurus reached out and grabbed Von's wrist.

"Let meh go folks." Von's voice sounded scared and gently.

"What has gotten into ya?."

Von shrugged and politely yanked away from Taurus.

"Talk ta meh--."

"Fa what?. You ain't listen den."

"I'm listenin' nie, look, ya had meh sheddin' uh tear." Taurus smiled softly. "Just sit down and talk wit meh please."

Von sighed and leaned against the counter.

"Or stand, it don't mattea, uh, I'm leavin' today."

"Okay."

"Durk and Kentrell havin' uh weddin' Friday and I'm leavin' early sa I can see dem, ya know, check Kentrell's temperature."

"I didn't know dey was gettin' married." Von smiled.

"You're comin' wit meh, we'll both go see dem."

Von shook his head. "No."

"Why? I already told Durk errythang, he knows yo spirit in sumone else."

"He doesn't know I'm in NLE's body, he doesn't know you killed NLE ta get meh back, he doesn't know I killed Nardo because I keep ma promises. Durk is not da same Durk, he's a peace maker nie."

"Ya can't be here by yaself, eithea ya come wit meh or I'll send yo ass ta da Psychiatric hospital."

Von scoffed. "I've been ta prison befo dat shit don't scare meh."

"I'll pay dem extra ta make sure yo ass stay in dere until ma tour ovea." Taurus threatened.

Von mugged him.