lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 3

Changbin's pov
"So we came after felix just to check on him but we are standing outside " seungmin said making me roll my eyes" Why is that?" He added.
"I am trying to give him some time to calm down seungmin, I don't want him to shoot me or something" I answered making him chuckle before he pushed me aside opening the door. As soon as he did a knife came flying toward us thank god we dogged it thanks to our fast reflexes.

"Felix" I yelled glaring at the younger.
"What do you want?" He asked ignoring me.
"Are you okay..."
"Why wouldn't I?" He cut seungmin off.
"Because hyunjin hyung is back" jeongin said entering the room out of nowhere.
"I am aware of that, why are you worried about me? How are you feeling about him coming back...he didn't just leave me "felix said shaking his head.
"At least we didn't punch him..."
"Oh, come on he deserved that" felix said cutting seungmin off again.
"I said that" I said earning a glare from seungmin.
"Hyunjin hyung is back" jeongin said making all of us look at him.
"Inie..."
"He is back" he yelled taking all of us off guard.

The youngest was close to hyunjin, I mean all of us are but with them it is different he was dependent on the other. Hyunjin helped him after jeongin lost his parents and almost ended up on the streets so they have kind of a special bond, when hyunjin left he was devastated...all of us were.
"It is okay baby" seungmin said pulling the younger into a hug.
"What If he leaves again...what...how...how can I trust him again?" Jeongin cried, his sobs broke my heart and I can say that for both boys.
"He won't leave jeongin" felix said rubbing his back " the reason why he left is over, and i know he won't try something stupid like that again, he is staying" he added.

"Are you going to forgive him..."
"I am not as forgiven as jisung and all of you know that...I am angry...no pissed at hyunjin but we have a job right now it is better if we focus on that" felix cut me off, I nodded looking down the floor I am angry at hyunjin but I miss him so much...I envied jisung because it was so easy for him to forgive him...he talked with him like nothing happened...how...how could he act like that?
"I almost forgot did you finish working on the USB drive that jeongin brought earlier?" Seungmin asked letting go of the younger who pulled away staring at me.
" I am still working on that...It will be ready in few hours, I have to say it...he is good, the files are highly protected" I said making felix roll his eyes.
"Yeah a genius." He hummed.
"I will go check" I said ruffling jeongin's hair before I left the room heading toward my office.

"Hyung " I said as soon as I opened the door to be met with chan hyung.
"Oh binie,I was checking on..."
"I will tell you when it is ready" I cut him off walking closer" did you talk with him?" I added.
"I told jisung to take him to his room" he answered making me hum.
Jisung surprised all of us when he decided to forgive hyunjin for leaving us, they were talking whenever they could for a whole year...chan hyung being chan hyung sometimes joined their video calls...as for me...when they talked , I would sneak in behind jisung just to see a glimpse of hyunjin from time to time...I miss him but it is hard for me to forgive after he left us we were a mess...jisung and felix fought because the oldest of the two was talking to hyunjin.

I can't even say they fully made up, you can feel the tension between the two especially whenever hyunjin's topic is brought. As I said before jeongin was so attached to hyunjin that we barely managed to get him better...he locked himself into his room for days...seungmin...as expected he didn't say a word...we don't know if he is angry...sad or disappointed whenever we talk about hyunjin he either leaves or act like he is not there...jisung forgive him...felix hated him...which is a lie if you ask me...I am angry at him...but chan hyung...I will say he was feeling all that at once...he didn't show it to us but he got badly affected from hyunjin's decision.
"Are you okay?" I asked hugging the older.
"Are you?" He asked back giving me a small smile.