lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 35

Chan's pov
" agent bang you can't operate on your partner in a risky operation like this" captain han said.
"With do all respect sir...If you don't move this instance i am going to remove you with force" I yelled at the older who seemed taken back but what I said...he always was rude to us but this is the first time i snap at him...we just got here...he didn't even let me see the scans, hyunjin was shoot on his back what if the bullet hit his spine or something." I am the surgeon and leader of Skz, you can't stop me" I added clenching my jaw.

"I am your direct supervisor...if it was a normal procedure or operation I would have allowed you...but he was shot in the back...his injury could be risky and you are too emotionally involved with him" Captain han said rolling his eyes" dating or whatever..."
"One I am not asking for your permission, even if we were not dating he is still my teammate...i am already emotionally involved with him two...I am one of the best surgeon Harpocrates had and  each second we are wasting right now is putting hyunjin at more risk" I yelled at him...jisung was a crying mess....jeongin who was trying to calm him down failed miserably as he was falling apart too...seungmin...seungmin just stood there...without saying a word...I know that he is a mess in the inside especially since hyunjin and him didn't make up.

I am trying hard to keep myself together but my whole body is shaking...I am angry and scared at the same time...if something happens to him...I will die...I will lose my mind.
All eyes fell on the door that was opened revealing changbin and felix...both of them looked terrified...the youngest of the two walked toward us with angry steps.
"What the hell happened to him?" He yelled grabbing me by my shirt.
"Not the time...Mr han move" I said staring at the man.
"If something happens it is on you"he replied stepping away...I glanced at jeongin and seungmin...both of them didn't look as they could be much help...I will have to work with the organisation team on this.

"Jeongin tell them about what happened" I said running inside the OR to scrub in...I won't let him anything happen to him...hyunjin is going to make it out of this safe and sound...

Jeongin's pov
"For God's sake jeongin what happened?" Felix hyung yelled as I hicupped.
"It is..."
"He pushed me away from the bullet and it hit him" Lee minho said entering the hall out of nowhere.
"Why are you here? Hyunjin is hurt because of you" seungmin hyung yelled
"Hyung calm down he didn't..."
"He acted without thinking again...and hyunjin was shot because he wanted to protect him", the older cut me off.
"Stop this it is useless " jisung hyung said drying his cheeks." Hyunjin chose to save him...stop blaming him" he added.

"Go to hell all of you" seungmin hyung yelled before he walked away...all of this time he refused to even talk to hyunjin hyung but as soon as the older got hurt he lost it...he blamed himself...he thinks he lost the chance to forgive him.
"Could someone explain?" Changbin hyung yelled.
"Hyung take a seat" jisung said looking at minho, the older looked kind of pale...but he did as jisung asked him...he silently took a seat looking at his lap" it happened after you left" jisung hyung added before he started to tell the other two about how we found out that heechul is planning to act the wedding...he did it as a payback for his missing son apparently he wanted to punish the previous team.

So technically this is kind of lee minho fault...if he did kill kang beakhyeon....heechul wouldn't have attacked the wedding and hyunjin wouldn't have been shot...I kept that thought to myself before I sit next to felix hyung rubbing his back.
"I...I didn't have the chance to talk to him yet " he murmured.
"He is going to be fine...you will talk to him...and everything is going to be fine" I said...I don't know if I am telling this to him or myself.
"I am sorry...I am really sorry...seonghwa was hurt and I...I didn't want him to get injured...he shouldn't have done that" minho said making all of us look at him.

"Hyung, believe me it is not your fault...hyunjin tends to do things like this for the people he cares about...it is not the first time he gets shot trying to save one of the team members " jisung hyung said with a calming tone as if he was not having a break down a few minutes ago " as jeongin said he is going to be fine, he leaves but he always come back to me...to us " he added.
Tears started to fall down my cheeks once again hearing his words...we just got him back...what if he dies?
"This is became personal to me...i am going to make kang heechul's life a living hell" felix hyung said standing up surprising all of us before he left.