lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 56

Hyunjin's pov

"Yes, according to shin namjoon's file he was in prison 25 years ago, like your mother said." changbin hyung said looking at felix.
"My mother" the younger murmured, finding out about meredith came as a surprise to all of us...well I was suspicious of her but I didn't want to say anything...I wonder if my mom knew about this....and if she did she has never told me.
"It was his first kill...the man he killed when Mrs Park saw him...well i think it is since he has never been caught before." changbin hyung said biting his lips clearly he thinks he made felix uncomfortable by calling her his mother " he ran out of prison after four years...and he killed her mom and brother " he added...felix was almost four when he ran and came him and his mother.

"That damn monster...I wish I can kill him " felix yelled clenching his jaw.
"Well lee minho over here beat you up to that" seungmin said.
"Even if he was alive,Killing him won't change anything felix" chan hyung said shaking his head.
"He got what he deserves " felix said running his hand across his hair.
"He then disappeared for three years before deathshot made his first appearance to the world...he didn't even try to hide his identity " changbin hyung said again.
"My question is where he went for those three years and what did he do?" Jeongin asked making all eyes fall for him.

"If i had to guess i will say to train" jisung said" he had no military training before yet he became well known for his shooting skills...he was in training" he paused " Maybe someone helped him" he added titling his head.
"You are right, I am sure he didn't magically become one of the best sniper in this country " seungmin said crossing his arms above his chest.
"Deathshot is dead" I said looking at felix" i think we should be talking about what you want to do with this situation " I added.
"I don't know she left me."felix said looking away.
"Because she had to hyung...she was trying to protect you from him" jeongin argued." Her father was against this as well, she had no other choice" he added.

"But she started a new family again jeongin, she hid me from her husband for years like I am some kind of a dirty secret" felix yelled in frustration he is hurt I get it.
"Baby, she is your mom...I will do anything if I had a chance to see mine again" i told the younger, before meeting the boys he always told me about how much he wished to meet his birth mother and now he can....she made a mistake but the mistake was to protect him.
"Me too" jeongin said making me look at him.
"I have a brother...and a sister" felix said looking into my eyes, I can see the tears building up inside them.
"And you have a chance to get to know them, I always wanted a sibling I kind of envy you" I said chuckling trying to lighten up the mood a bit " life is too short to hold up to the past" he added glancing at minho hyung who immediately looked away when we locked eyes.

"Alright guys, this is felix's decision...take your time love and we will support anything you decide " chan hyung said smiling at the younger.
"Talking about supporting my decision...changbin hyung and I want to tell you something" felix said walking toward the other before he looked around the room " we want to get married" he added.
"You are not marrying hyunjin hyung" jeongin yelled out of nowhere jumping from his chair.
"Why did you assume that? We love each other equally...he can marry whoever he wants" I said pulling the younger down " I want to marry you  anyways " I added whispering into his ear...I don't mind marrying any of the boys i am just teasing him.

When I pulled back jeongin's face was red which made me chuckle.
"Guys you know that is a bit complicated, we didn't really talk about it...and if we decide to get married one of us is going to stay single...I mean I know it is not going to change anything but i want to get married to one of you too..sorry for being selfish " chan hyung said making all eyes fall on him this time.
"You are nothing but selfish hyung....actually I am thankful that you told us about that...I don't mind if I am going to be the one..."
"I don't want to get married" seungmin said cutting me off.