lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 27

Felix's pov
"That was all" I said with raspy voice as seungmin caressed my hair gently." Hyunjin and Mrs hwang reminded me daily that I am not that man...that I am different for weeks I couldn't even hold a sniper...I was lost...confused and angry" I added, I have been through hell after I found out.
"Just like they said baby, you are not him...just by sharing DNA with that man it doesn't mean you are like him...i am sure you are just like your mother." Seungmin answered.

"I got over it....well kind of...I learned his to deal with it...but it doesn't change the fact that I am related to the man who killed hyunjin's mom" I said making him sigh.
"Believe me, hyunjin doesn't blame you for that...it is just inside your head...maybe at first he was confused but he doesn't...does anyone else know about this?" He asked.
"Chan hyung" I replied making him hum.
"Of course he does" seungmin said." I honestly don't agree with what Mrs hwang did...she should have told you from the beginning..."
"I was angry at her at first...so angry...I refused to meet her or train...but after thinking about it I understood that if she told me about him since the start I wouldn't have agreed to becoming a sniper...I mean at least I inherited a useful talent from him..."
"You are good because you are felix, you are good at everything you love not because you are related to him" he cut me off " since I know now...are you thinking about telling the rest?" He added.

" we will see" I replied getting up.
"Where are you going?" The younger asked following after me.
" to wash my face I don't want jisung to..."
And before I could continue my sentence the door of seungmin's room was opened revealing jisung...of course...he really like to just enter our rooms without knocking and I had a feeling that he will come looking for us as soon as he comes back home.
"Lix, were you crying?" Jisung asked looking at me with wide eyes...yup that's what I wanted to avoid, one I hate crying in front of people even in front of my boyfriends two, he is going to ask me why I was crying...I already went through this with seungmin I am not ready to go through it again.

"Yes, i was telling seungmin about my class today...I got so emotional to the point that it made me cry" I laughed but the other just frowned.
" don't ask about it...copy that" he replied shaking his head. " chan hyung told me to come and get you" he added.
"Why?"seungmin asked.
" hyunjin and minho hyung just came back...so he called for a meeting" jisung answered walking out of the room.
"Wait, where were they anyway?" I asked going after him with seungmin following behind me." Weren't they with chan hyung and you at the headquarters?" I added
" hyunjin took him shopping " jisung replied.
"Great" seungmin whispered,I started at the taller from the corner of my eyes but chose not to say anything to him.

Seungmin always had a problem trusting the new addition to the relationship...it happened with hyunjin jeongin and I when we started to date jisung and him...he acted like we didn't exist for months and then with changbin and chan hyung...so what he is doing right now is totally normal...he just needs time to get used to lee minho.
We followed after jisug toward the meeting room in complete silence, I need to he honest...I am not in love with minho...I can't be...I just find him an interesting person to know and maybe love in the future...honestly he picked my interest after I found out that he killed that man...Shin namjoon...I am not stupid I know that the older doesn't see anyone of us in a romantic way...i am sure that he didn't even think about it...so caught up into his revenge plan...

Hell we don't know if he likes men, if he is willing to be in a poly relationship if he can accept me, if he is willing to try again...but I know that I am willing to...we will see what the future hold for us...for now...our top priority is to catch Kang heechul.
" take a seat guys" chan hyung said as soon as we entered, i started around the room until my eyes fell on hyunjin who was staring at me.
I ignored him and took a seat next to changbin hyung " Alright, it is official know lee minho is a member of Skz, I want all of you to treat him as one" chan hyung said clapping his hands. " now back to work, changbin got some information about Kang heechul next deal...last time agent hoongjoong team thankfully managed to ruin his gun deal  but now we were appointed to take heechul ourselves, he is planning on a big drug deal with a Chinese mafia" he added pointing at the screen.