lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 28

Chan's pov
" chanie " I hummed in response " hyung" I slowly opened my eyes to be met with jeongin.
"Baby, what is wrong?" I asked glancing at the clock on the wall...it is 1am...I just fell asleep.
"Sorry for waking you up" he said making me frown " is it the nightmare again?" I added making him nod, before hyunjin left the younger always went to him but after he started coming to me.
" I didn't mean to wake you up....and hyunjin hyung is sleeping at Changbin hyung's  room..."

"Baby, you are welcomed to wake me up whenever you want...just because hyunjin is back it doesn't mean that you won't come to me anymore" I said pulling him into a hug.
"It is just...I can't get it out of my mind...the memories keeps on flashing inside my head...I don't know why it doesn't want to stop " he said laying his head on my chest.
"Sugie told you why Baby...when you get worried they came back...and in few hours we have a mission so it is normal" I answered caressing his hair.
" they got what they deserve...they are behind bars but...it is not enough...they were sentenced to prison but that didn't get me my parents back" the younger said.
" I know...i am sorry " I murmured.

" at least I have you by my side" he said chuckling sadly.
"You do" I said " try and relax, I am here" I added kissing his forehead...I kept caressing jeongin's hair until I felt him fall asleep hugging me...it is past 2 am...I could use some sleep too...my eyes slowly started to close before I fell asleep too.

(Next morning)

I slowly opened my eyes to look around the room, I was alone in the bed.
I stood up and went toward the bathroom to wash up, jeongin woke up before me...that's a first...I chuckled and started to brush my teeth...I am really worried about him...it is been years now...but whenever he is stressed he gets nightmares about his parents' death...two gang members shot the two dead after they robbed them...in front of jeongin...the younger was lucky enough because he was inside the shop when it happened...but he was watching all of this happen from the window...it traumatised him...he was only seventeen at that time...the shooters ran away but thankfully hyunjin managed to catch them after.

I shook my head leaving the room heading directly toward the kitchen.
"Good morning" I said as soon as I saw jeongin.
"Hyung, you woke up" he said surprised "I wanted to surprise you with a bed breakfast " he added pouting.
" it is smells good baby, it is okay...we can have it here...or outside...the weather is great" i said pulling him by his waist...I know he did this as a way to make up for waking me up...he doesn't usually cook.
" Yeah" he hummed pecking my lips...I was about to lean in and kiss him but the noise of the door being closed cut me off.
"Who left now?" Jeongin asked confused.
" minho hyung" hyunjin said entering the kitchen, he was rubbing his eyes still looking sleepy " Oh hyung...that looks great" he added looking at the food on the counter.

" inie, made it...and it is mine" I replied chuckling, jeongin really gave it his all...from omelettes to pancakes...he left nothing he didn't make.
"You are not planning on eating that alone are you?" Hyunjin said.
" my baby and I have a date excuse me" i said before I grabbed a huge plate and started to fill it with food. " enjoy the rest" I added grabbing jeongin's hand before I left the kitchen heading outside toward the garden.
" Yeah, enjoy your date as well...I will have one too...with jisung...or changbin hyung" hyunjin yelled after us making both jeongin and I laugh.

Hyunjin's pov
I shook my head watching as the two bailed on me...would it be bad if they invited me to their little date as well? I pouted grabbing a couple of pancakes and some chocolate. I walked toward ths counter and poured some coffee before I sat alone, felix and jisung are together and they are still asleep as for changbin hyung...we spend last night together but he went to workout with seungmin earlier.
" okay, I feel lonely" I whispered, i hate this...it reminds me of last year when I had no one with me...I mean I survived...but i don't want to feel like that again...especially when my six boyfriends are with me...well if you don't count seungmin and felix....there us four of them around and here I am...having breakfast alone.