lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 77

Yeji's pov

Heavy silence filled the place as soon as hyunjin  and lee minho left the room leaving me alone with ryunjin. Before meeting her...I didn't think that I will ever fall in love like this...in a short time she made head over heels for her....she stole my heart....but she broke it...I am thinking about all the dates...all the cuddles...the kisses...we didn't go beyond that she said she is not ready but now I understand...she was just using me...all the memories we shared...everything was a lie.

Ryunjin sat on the floor as she looked everywhere but at me. The girl who I thought was going to be the love of my life...you know my soulmate was just playing with me.
" did you even love me?" I said  swallowing hard but she completely ignored me , asking her this makes me sounds so pathetic...i can't explain the amount of emotions I am having right now...I am angry I am frustrated....but something inside of me wishes that at least she cared about me even for a little...I shook my head laughing to myself if she did she would have lied to you you damn idiot...how did I trust her so easily ? Just why?

The girl suddenly looked my way making my breath hitch at the sudden move.
"Clearly I am over here, you got me...let yuna go, she is innocent." ryunjin said....I am asking her about her feelings and she is talking about this yuna...hyunjin told me that they are close  but in a siblings  way but even after knowing that I still feel so jealous....
"Answer my question..."
"What will knowing change yeji" the girl yelled jumping up again I flinched since this is the first time she talked to me like this...the look that she had is so dark...I have never really knew the real her did I?

" you got close to me to get to hyunjin...to avenge your very much alive brother's death" i said shaking my head.
" my brother is dead..."
"He is alive..."
"He is a traitor...he was played by your aunt...he is blind..."
"You are the only blind person hear ryunjin...you are so blinded that you can't see the truth you can't see that your father...your whole family were criminals" I yelled trying hard not to break in tears...not in front of her...I am not that weak. Ryunjin suddenly walked toward me before she grabbed me by my throat " I dare you to say that again" she said squeezing hard.

"Clearly I fell in love with the wrong person" I said putting my hand over hers " you have the chance now...you wanted to kill hyunjin to avenge your brother...i am his cousin...kill me...i won't stop you...i truly wonder why you didn't kill me from the beginning" i added Ryunjin's eyes turned as her grip loosened all the sudden.
"Get out of here now" she yelled taking a few steps back.
"How did you expect this to end...that you will kill hyunjin and lee minho and get away with it..."
"Yes I did...so what...I have no goal in this life either than avenge my family....your cousin...his lover...that mafia...everyone was going to suffer" ryunjin yelled.

"So did you give up?" I asked tilting my head.
"Are you crazy..."
"I know you didn't...I can see it in your eyes...all the anger...you are persistent " I cut her off " I know I was just a toy to you to get what you want...i get it...but since I loved you at some point of my life...I want to tell you this...I want you to open your eyes...to understand that your family your father...were no good...you have a brother now...he is willing to help you if you want...lee minho who you are trying to kill lost his wife...his children because of the Serpents...you have a common enemies...the real enemy " I added making her chuckle.

"So now you want me to work with the government and as a reward for my help they will forgive me for all the crimes I did...you want me to work with lee minho the men who shot my father dead...and what next...you will forgive me and we will get back together...everything will become perfect...I will have happy life...a happy family " ryunjin said shaking her head. I took a couple steps toward her staring right into her eyes...they looked glossy...she is not going to cry is she?
"I am telling you to stand with the right people...you will have your brother...you will have a family " I said before I reached out to touch her cheek gently caressing it " but make no mistake ryunjin...you will never have me again" I continued making her freeze "think about it...if you want out of here...if you want to protect your yuna...this is your only option if you refuse I will hand you over myself " I added taking her off guard.