lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 19

Minho's pov
"No jisoo mina" my eyes shot open as my whole body shook, I glanced around the room confused...how did I get here?
"Minho" seonghwa suddenly entered my room with hoongjoong behind him." Thank god, you woke up" he added approaching me...the nightmare...again.
"How did I..." I groaned in pain when I leaned on my hand to get out of bed forgetting about my injured shoulder.
" we came here to check on you.....the doctor assured us that you are fine....you were unconscious in the basement...you just lost a lot of blood" hoongjoong said.

"I...thank you..."
"Now why the hell didn't you tell us the truth...you said the bullet scratch you" he yelled making me wince at his loud voice.
"Look I am fine..."
"If th...we didn't get here in time you would have been" the other said glaring at me.
"Well thank you again..."
"You are a damn idiot I swear...don't you dare do something stupid like this again" hoongjoong said rubbing his forehead " I have to make a phone call" he added leaving the room.
"You are okay right" seonghwa said sitting next to me.
"Yeah, It doesn't even hurt..." I yelled in pain when he put a little pressure on the wound" What was that for?" I said glaring at him.

"For lying" he said rolling his eyes before he pulled me into a hug...I froze at his action "I...I was scared to death you idiot" he added, I heard soft sobs coming from him,making feel bad.
"I am sorry i am fine..."
"You are not fine...you..." he pulled away looking at me with teary eyes " you are punishing yourself for something you didn't have control over...you are wasting your life..."
"Getting my family the justice they deserve isn't wasting time" I said clenching my jaw.
"No, it is not...I never said that...but the way you are doing it...the way you are blaming yourself for it...you are not the one who killed them minho" he yelled getting up.

"Let's not..."
"Stop being so stubborn you are burning yourself out..."
"Leave" I said getting up too.
"What?" He asked confused.
"I said leave my house right now...I am so damn pissed and I don't want to hurt your feelings seonghwa so leave...now" i yelled, he looked at me with a blank expression before he stormed out of my room.
I ran my hand across my hair and took a deep breath trying to calm myself down.
"Minho what happened?" Joong entered the room again looking confused.

"Nothing, we fought...it is...you should go after him...I am fine" I answered.
"Maybe you will need some help..."
"I won't I have been through worse...I get used to taking care of myself...I am fine I promise...I will call you later...I need some time" I said cutting him off.
He sighed before he nodded" Alright, I left you some food in the kitchen make sure to eat before taking your meds, the doctor described you some painkillers and anti..."
"I will don't worry" I cut him off again.
"Did I ever mention how much I hate it when you cut me midsentence? " he said chuckling.
"Yeah, couple of times" I replied shrugging.

"Idiot, take care and make sure to call us" he said making me nod, with one last smile hoongjoong left my room leaving me all alone.
I shook my head before I sat down on the bed...I feel like I am forgetting something...I am missing something?
I heard my bell ringing making me frown, I immediately made my way downstairs and as soon as I opened the door I was met with hyunjin.
"Hey" he said giving me a small smile, the boys' car was not there indicating that they left.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"I saw your friends leave on my way out and they said you had an accident so I came to check on you" he said making me frown.

"My friends told you...a stranger" I replied scanning him, I said it once and I will say it again...these people are fishy.
"Yeah, they said you fell from your bike and you hurt your shoulder...as you know chan hyung is..."
" no need I am doing great" I cut him off.
"I am glad to hear that" he said smiling widely at me, I scanned the taller's face before I sighed.
" do you want to come inside?" I asked making his eyes widen.
"What really?" He said making me nod.
I opened the door wider giving him space to pass, he looked confused before he entered.
"I will go to the kitchen to eat something " i said closing the door.