lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 89

Hyunjin's pov
" I didn't think this day will come" jeongin who was laying on my chest said making me look down at him.
"What do you mean?" I asked caressing his hair. Just like chan and changbin hyung did with felix and jisung, I asked jeongin out in a dinner...it was to propose of course, during the proposal he did his best to act surprised but of course all of them figured it out...that's what you get for dating an agent.
We ended up in one of the hotel rooms we went to for our date...I wanted to spend sometime with the younger away from everything...it is rare to find some peace and quiet these days....however each time I relax my mind drifts to seungmin...we will probably leave soon.

"After you left...I...I didn't think you will come back" jeongin said with a small voice.
"Of course I would have...I will never give up on you baby" I answered, he slowly looked up at me...I was surprised to see tears inside his eyes. "Inie" I added pulling him closer.
"I have been through hell when you left...I had the boys with me...if it wasn't for them...I wouldn't have known what to do hyung...you were the first person I trusted after what happened with my parents you were the first man I truly fell in love with...i thought i lost you...and now...now you are back...you are with me...hell we are getting married...it feels like a dream...and I am afraid I will wake up to not find you next to me...to us" the younger said breaking my heart. I cursed the day I chose to accept that mission, i will have to man up and tell them why I went to India soon...

"Look at me" I said grabbing his face to stare at me." I would never...not in any condition leave your...or the others' side okay...I promised you that before...and I am doing it again...I am here to stay...and yes we are getting married love" I added pecking his lips.
He looked at me with wide doe eyes before he nodded then leaned in to kiss me again..i am not making that mistake again...I barely managed to earn their forgiveness...now I am just waiting for the right time to tell them the truth...I feel that it is going to be too much with everything going on...we need to focus on the mission now...but I made my decision as soon as we put an end to kang heechul i am going to tell them..I promised felix.

"I love you hyung" jeongin said pulling away, I smiled widely hearing his words " I love you inie" I answered.
Before I could pull him again for a kiss my phone started to ring stopping me.
"Is it one of the others? It is getting late...let's go home...I want to check on seungmin hyung " jeongin said getting up.
"No, it is yeji" I replied checking the phone " and yes we should go" I added before I answered the phone.
"Yes"
"Hyunjin " yeji said from the other line, her voice sounded broke.
"Are you okay?" I jumped off the bed alarmed.
"No...yes..I mean don't worry I am not harmed...I...I spoke with ryunjin" the girl.

"Is everything okay?" Jeongin asked wearing his shoes. I nodded at him before I ran my hand across my hair and took a deep breath...so chan hyung convinced her to talk to ryunjin.
"What did she say?" I asked.
"That she is...she...she loves...that she approached me first to use me...then she fell for me...hyunjin she wants a second chance...and I...I don't want...I don't know what to do" yeji said clearing she is crying.
I knew this will happen...yeji is still in love with that ryunjin and that girl just like chan hyung said cares for my cousin...I am not blind...I am aware of that...she didn't just trust us...she didn't agree to work with us just for felix or yuna...she wants to fix things with yeji.

I am divided right now, is her love strong enough for her not to betray us? Will she try to hurt minho hyung after we finish the mission? I mean I told the boys myself that we need to put some trust in her....but when it comes to my cousin's feelings...I am afraid that she will hurt her again.
"Are you willing to give her that chance?" I asked grabbing my keys before I made my way toward jeongin as the both of us walked out of the hotel room.
The younger who was staring at his phone probably talking with one of the others, looked at me with a raised eyebrow before he went back to what he was doing without saying anything.