lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 82

Minho's pov
I laid on the bed staring blankly at the ceiling, it happened...it really happened since jisoo I have never thought I will...
"You look like you regret what we did" hyunjin who was next to me said pulling me out of my thoughts.
I glanced toward the younger who was looking at me with an intense stare.
"What made you think that?" I asked, he scanned my face before he sat up to lean on the bed frame.
"Just a feeling..."
"Aftet all we have been through do you really think I will sleep with you if I am not sure" I cut hyunjin who sighed.

"Well, you give missed reactions...as good as I am with reading people I can't read you hyung...I get that you are confused and maybe you just got caught up in the moment...like everything happened too fast...I might have pressured you when you were not ready...I feel like I used you..."
"Do I really look like someone who can be manipulated easily or used...like come on hyunjin ?" I said getting up to lean on the frame as well.
"No" he replied staring right into my eyes " i just meant that you were blinded by your feelings and it was the heat of the moment " he added. I can't deny that the way hyunjin was standing right in front of me and how I tried to suppress my feelings toward him didn't play a role of what just happened but I don't regret it...

"I don't worry about it, you didn't use me hwang" I said getting up from the bed, in fact I might be the one who used him. I just wanted to try and move on...more like jump into something to just stop running...there is no denying my feelings anymore...I was...maybe I am still scared of being in love again but I am...there is nothing else to do but to face the truth
"I want to make something clear" I said rubbing my forehead, this feels wrong to say just after what happened.
"What is it ?" The taller said approaching me.
"Jisoo" I answered, hyunjin just stopped midway...more like froze." I need you to understand that I didn't and will never forget about her" I added walking closer to him.

"I get it..."
"She is my first love...I thought she will be the last but you changed everything for me hyunjin " I cut him off, his lips slowly turned into a wide smile before he grabbed my hand.
"Does that mean I get to see your romantic side now?" He asked with teasing tone.
"You wish" I answered rolling my eyes.
"Oh, we are seeing playful minho now are we?" The taller said pulling me my waist....I looked right into his eyes as silence filled the place...his stares are memorising....I swear...how did I fall in love with him this fast? Just can't explain the effect he has on me...both of us started to lean in but before our lips could touch the door bursted open.

"Oh, sorry " both of us looked toward the new comer to see jisung" I just heard that seungmin asked you to be our boyfriend...I was talking to him...hyung...I...did you agree?", he continued walking closer " please tell me you did " he finished looking at me with wide doe eyes...he is so cute I swear, as i said before i didn't  think i will fall in love with someone after jisoo, even that seemed impossible so Don't get me started on how lost and confused i was when i began to get attracted to felix and jisung.
"If you came like 15 minutes ago you would have known that he agreed" hyunjin said with a wide smirk making me glare at him.
"Who said I did?" I asked.
"You just confessed and I am sure like hell that the way you..."

I immediately covered the taller's mouth stopping him from embarrassing the hell out of me in front of jisung...
"Wait what happened?" The youngest asked staring between us. Hyunjin who struggled to talk because of my hand started to chuckle.
"I will shot you hwang " i said glaring at him.
"Wait a damn minute " jisung said glancing at the messy bed then toward us as he raised his eyebrow " You slept with each other" he screamed...I swear from how loud he was I think the whole house heard him.
"Lower your voice..."
"Guys minho hyung anf hyunjin did it...he agreed" the younger yelled running outside the room like some kid leaving me shocked...if they didn't hear him the first time I am sure they did now...god what did I get myself into?