lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 91

Felix's pov
"It is impolite to spy on people like this" I said standing behind hyunjin who was watching yeji and my sister from the window.
"If she was not your sister I wouldn't have allowed this" the taller said before he turned around to face me.
" I love this protective side of you " I said leaning closer " but when you keep secrets because you want to protect us..."
"Lix, I told you I will tell you about the india's mission I promised you I will after we take care of heechul" hyunjin said cutting me off.

I hummed in response staring toward yeji's car...there was no way for us to see the two girls now since the windows turned foggy from the cold weather .
"I bet you thousands dollars that they are making out" I said making hyunjin look back at the car before he sighed.
"I hope she convince her to help us sketch ara" hyunjin whispered before he started to walk away.
"She will, I believe that she will make the right choice " I replied following after him. For some reason I am certain that ryunjin has changed and we owe that to yeji...love changes people...I mean it changed me. My boyfriend didn't answer or wait for me as he kept walking inside, he feels off for some reason. I know well to know when he is going through something or hiding something.

"Stop" I said catching up to the taller." Hyunjin,I said stop" I added grabbing his arm when he didn't answer me.
"Don't " hyunjin replied making me frown " don't ask me what is going on, o don't want to lie to you again" he continued staring at the ground, my eyes widened at what he said...and the fact that he is refusing to face me makes it worse.
"Look at me" I said taking a deep breath.
"Lix..."
"Look at me hyunjin" I said as calmly as I could. I don't want to fight with him anymore...I am sick and tired of all the problems we are facing everyday...we just got minho hyung to join us after months of trying....hell we are getting married soon...well I know that what happened with seungmin took all of us off guard but guess what he is alive....that's all what matters...I want to move on...and I refuse to take hundred of steps back each time I take one forward enough is enough.

"Sorry" hyunjin said as he finally looked my way.
"The moment we catch kang heechul, you won't have any reason or excuse to hide the truth from us...believe me hyunjin, I will make your life a living hell" I said pointing my finger at him." Until then I am going to wait" I continued.
"The only way you could make my life hell is by leaving me...I know you won't, neither will the others" hyunjin said as his lips turned into a small smile...yeah...I won't...we won't...sometimes it scares me so much...my love for hyunjin...for the others...it is scary...what if I lose one of them...for good.. I shook my head at the thought before I glared at the older.
"Are you taking my love for you for a guaranteed?" I replied. " Are you that certain of my love..."

"I am" hyunjin said squeezing my hand " and I am also certain that you will always find your way to me...just like I will...no matter what happens felix...we belong together " he added looking right through my eyes...it is funny how he was running away a few minutes ago just not to look me in the eyes and now he is confidently doing that.
"I feel sorry for inie for being the one to marry you" I said playfully elbowing him in the stomach making him chuckle.
"You wish" hyunjin replied, I just pushed passed him trying to fake being annoyed but I couldn't help but smile again...i didn't let him see it of course...this so freaking frustrating...sometimes I feel so stupid I swear...even with all his lies...u can't help it...I love him...I am in love with a liar...and guess what...nothing will change that.

I immediately made my way toward seungmin's room to check on the younger...i didn't see him since we left the room earlier. I opened the door without knocking of course...why would I? He is my boyfriend after all.
"Well, I didn't expect that..carry on" i was met with a sight I thought it would be impossible to see, seungmin and minho hyung were kissing each other but pulled away as soon as I opened the door, neither jeongin or changbin hyung were here they finally woke up.
" I thought you are in love with hyunjin and started to catch feelings for jisung and I yet all I got is the last kissed we shared before you joined us..and Seungmin is having all the fun" I added with a teasing tone as I made my way inside the room...