lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 11

Felix's pov
" I offered to talk your place for you to rest , why are you here?" I asked without looking behind me...I was watching lee minho's house i was comfortably sitting on a chaise longue with a book inside my hands and i looked as the opposite house, he is such an idiot for not installing cameras.
"I got bored " jeongin answered." I am supposed to be a spy how did you know it was me? It is not the first time..."
"Baby you are good...it is just I am not like the people who you spy on...I am good too" i said glancing at him.

"That's so humble of you" the younger said sitting next to me." He didn't leave?" He added.
"Nope, as usual" I murmured glancing back at the house.
"are you okay with him joining us?" Jeongin asked.
"Well, they said he is good...he spent years looking for kang heechul so he knows him better than we do...I don't see why not " I replied."plus I really want him" I whispered.
"What?" Jeongin asked confused.
"He is an interesting person" I answered chuckling.
"I talked with changbin hyung but he didn't tell me anything...do you think he has a personal vendetta with kang?" Jeongin asked.

"It is obvious...he is not working with the force anymore yet he is still after him" I said looking at the younger." You are getting smarter inie" I added ruffling his head.
"Revenge makes people blind" he said shaking his head" if he wanted to work on a team he would have left his to begin with...he is going to do reckless things that could potentially put all of us in danger...we are very capable of stopping heechul ourselves " he added.
"We are but he deserves to be a part of this" I said making him frown.
"Give me one good reason..."
"I have two...but I can't tell you it is a secret love" i said pecking his lips.
"Secrets ruins relationships..."
"In our line of work it is better if we keep something to ourselves inie" I said making him sigh.

I have hidden things from the boys before and they did too...it is how it works sometimes it is better if we stay silent.
"He doesn't want to talk to me" jeongin whispered but I managed to hear him.
"You should be the one who refuses to talk to him not the other way around." I said clenching my jaw " he is just embarrassed...he regrets leaving and when he sees you he feels bad " I added.
"Because I am so dependent on him..."
"It is okay to be dependent on someone you love jeongin , it is not something to be ashamed of...hyunjin should be ashamed because he broke your trust...our trust" i cut him off.

"Tell me the truth...it is just you and I " he said taking my hand " are you going to forgive him?" He added.
"Hyunjin is my first love...you of all people know how much I love him...we went through a lot together " I said taking a deep breath " I love him so much to not forgive him...or to erase him out of my life...this is not the first time he did something that hurt my feelings...he lied before....multiple times...I forgive him because as I said it is part of the job...but when he left he chose the job over me...over us...that's anger the hell out of me....It is been a year yet my love for him is too big to the point that I can't forgive him easily...because he hurt me...deeply" I added.

"So you are going to forgive him..."
"He is leaving" i said cutting jeongin off as I looked toward lee minho's house...he was entering his truck.
"Should we follow him?" Jeongin asked, I cursed under my breath when I saw his car leave...we won't make it on time to get into ours and follow after him....but at that exact moment a motorcycle noise filed the whole place before I saw a bike leave our garage following after lee minho.
"Was that hyunjin hyung?" Jeongin asked, he was wearing a helmet but for sure it was hyunjin.
"He will watch him, let's go inside" I replied making the younger nod.

As soon as we opened the door we were met with chan hyung.
" hyunjin went after lee minho, I will be inside my room" I told the older before I walked inside, I was about to open my door when It was opened my jisung who immediately grabbed me by my waist pulling me inside.
"Hello baby" he said smiling widely at me as he pushed me into the now closed door.
"What were you doing inside my room..."
"Waiting for you of course...I missed you" he cut me off putting.
"Did you remember that I exist now?" I asked rolling my eyes. " You preferred spending time with your dear hyunjin before" I added.