lost me (Minho×ot8)

hyunlix 1

This is part one of two chapters that are going to cover hyunlix's past

Felix's pov ( 15th September 2013)
I closed the room's door behind me before I made my way toward the dining room, I fixed my hoodie as a few children stared at me.
"Felix..."
"Get lost" I cut the girl off before she ran way crying " what are you looking at?" I added shaking my head.
My name is Lee felix...I am 13 years old...well I just turned 13 today, I lived in an orphanage since I was four...I don't remember who my family was...the orphanage workers said that they found me in front of the doors inside my pocket they found a paper with my name and birthday and when they tired to find my family they found out that my mom died and i don't have a father...it was not mentioned in my birth certificate..I don't remember anything from my past life...I mean I was four at that time....

I got adopted multiple times, but they always turned me back...I have never been the type of kid that they wanted...a happy optimistic one...I always felt that I am different from other people...i have never felt that I belong with kids my age.
"Happy birthday " a boy who I think sleeps in the next room of mine said as soon as I entered the dining room,i groaned internally before I pushed past him to take a seat. Don't get me wrong...I am not a bully, I just hate interacting with people...as I said before I don't belong with these kids I always tell them off but they never get it and it is starting to annoy me.

They hate me too or they are scared of me i guess...well most of them. I was sitting all alone waiting for dinner to come as no one dared to approach me again, they know best.
I could feel their stares and murmurs but I didn't pay them any attention.
"Hello there" a tall boy who I didn't recognise said sitting next to me...he smiled widely at me before he started to eat.
"Did you lose your mind?" I asked glaring at him.
"What why?"he said confused.
"Hyunjin, you shouldn't sit here...come with me" another boy said trying to pull the boy called hyunjin up.
"Why though...it is a big empty table...yours is already crowded my dear roommate " hyunjin answered him, they were acting like I was not there...well at least hyunjin did, his roommate seemed tense.

"He is lee felix...he..."
"Oh, you are the famous rude kid...I heard a lot about you...I am hwang hyunjin...I was brought here yesterday and I must say you are famous here "he said offering me his hand to shake...he just arrived that explains a lot.
"Hyunjin for your own good just get up before he beats you" the tensed boy said not looking at me...oh wait...he is the only I punched two years ago after he tried to take my lunch away from me...well he deserved it...
"Seojun, I am comfortable here...you could go to your friend" hyunjin said as he continued to eat.
"Suit yourself " seojun said storming away...well he looked pissed.

"Leave" I said making hyunjin look at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Is this your table?" He asked making my eyes widen.
"I swear..."
"Oh, happy birthday by the way" he said smiling widely at me...this time his smile was even bigger, and his eyes turned into a crescent shape making my heart skip a beat...I found myself of words as I started at the excited kid. Who the hell is this boy? And what is happening to me?
"Whatever " I said looking away at my food.

(20th October 2014)
"Look it is hwang and his boyfriend " I clenched my jaw before I looked behind me to see seojun with his bully friends laughing at us.
"Lixie don't " hyunjin said interlocking our hands...for some reason he managed to calm me off, I have no idea how and when...but since that day...since the first time I met hwang hyunjin he didn't leave my side...unlike other children who ran away after I yelled or even hit him he didn't leave me.

He didn't give up until he become a part of my life...I have never been this close to anyone before, hwang hyunjin managed to melt my heart...at first I was kind of happy that I for once succeeded in making a friend but as time passed I realised that it was not the case...I don't consider hyunjin as a friend...I like him...I glanced at the taller with the corner of my eyes before I pulled him with me leaving Seojun and his friends laughing behind us...the boy grew bolder the past year and he made it his job to annoy the hell out of me...he made fun of hyunjin and I...accused as of dating just because he was the only one close to me.