lost me (Minho×ot8)

changlix

Changbin's pov
" is it me or the rest are finally getting along?" I asked chan hyung staring at the rest of the team...for weeks the atmosphere around them was tense...seungmin kept on messing up during training and it felt just suffocated.
"Yeah" the older hummed looking back at me " You are staring btw" he added.
" what?" I asked confused.
"At your crush....it is getting obvious you are watching him like a hawk...he is happy with hyunjin...don't get your hopes up" chan hyung said.

" felix is not my crush" I said rolling me eyes.
"Oh, come on I am sure even the younger noticed that binie" chan said chuckling at me.
"Am I that obvious?" I asked making eyes turning wide this is freaking embarrassing, but I just can't help it...since the moment I saw felix I just fell for him from first sight...it is weird o know I have never experienced something like that...I want to find a way to approach him but before I have even thought about it I learned that hyunjin and him are dating...oh god...I can't describe how much I am jealous of the taller.
"Now you are glaring at hyunjin" chan hyung whispered into my ears pulling me out of my thoughts.

"I just hate my life " I groaned staring back at the five men who were chatting, why do I feel like chan hyung and I are being left out...we are a team after all...and just few days ago seungmin was running from the three new members like as if they have the plague...what changed now?
I froze when felix locked eyes with me, the younger threw me a wink before he went back to talk with jisung.
"Damn it" I whispered under my breath looking away.
"Now you are blushing" chan hyung said putting me into a head lock.
"Hyung" i whined trying to escape his hold.
"What are you two up to?" I looked in front of me as soon as chan hyung let go to see hyunjin...he smiled at the both of us...I hate him...him and his stupid perfect face.

"Nothing" I said clearing my throat....a staring contest started between the younger and I.
"Captain hwang is coming to meet us later btw" chan hyung breaking the awkward silence.
"What?" Hyunjin said " she didn't tell me that" he added raising his eyebrow.
"Well, she told me to inform you" chan said shrugging.
"Alright everyone, we are starting" Our trainer said entering the room...freaking finally...I just want to get over with this and go to my room.

Timeskip
" hyung where are you going?" I turned behind me to see my team walking after me.
"To my room jisung" I answered making the younger frown.
"But it is lunchtime, we are supposed to eat together " jisung said pouting.
"I am not hungry..."
"Come on hyung" felix said pulling me with him, without saying a word I just let him guide me toward the cafeteria.
"I am really not hungry...I didn't sleep well yesterday " I said taking a seat.
"Why? Were you dreaming about me?" Felix said making me eyes widen.
"What why would I..."

"I am joking hyung relax" the younger said laughing alongside jisung and hyunjin...oh god...chan hyung was right...he knows...I hate my life...I stared at the older who chuckled slightly...damn me.
"So did Mrs hwang said why she is coming?" Jeongin asked.
"No, I hope she is finishing our training...I can't wait to be in the field" felix said sounding excited.
"Neither do I...we are more than ready", hyunjin said taking his hand into his...I immediately looked away...I hate this feeling...they are dating....why I am jealous?
"We will be ready when she says so...until then...we have to train hard", chan hyung said checking his watch" I have to go...I have to assist on a surgery " he added grabbing an apple before he left.

We train together most of the time but since each one of us have different speciality we train separately as well.
"Is he always this grumpy?" Hyunjin asked making me look at him.
"He is not grumpy...he is right...we need to be absolutely ready before we start going into mission because in our line of work when we make mistakes it means death" I said.
"I know that I just think we are ready..."
"That's not your call hwang" I cut him off making the younger frown.
"Why are you being defensive at the moment?" He said tilting his head to the side...damn it...I am...I cursed under my breath when I felt the whole team staring at me...I snapped at him for the wrong reason.