lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 16

Minho's pov
" this feels like a damn dream" hoongjoong said hugging me tight.
"Baby, let the man breath" seonghwa said chuckling.
"Shut up, you saw him few days ago...i didn't see him in two years...I missed my friend" joong said pulling back " that reminds me." He added hitting my shoulder.
"What was that for?" I asked.
"For breaking his rib..."
"He bruised my stomach too" I argued making the other chuckle.
" You two i swear....you are two idiots" hoongjoong said.

" we are past that...people are staring at us...let's sit down" hwa said, I was inside my office trying to hack the security cameras again but I failed...miserably...the security program is so advanced...I had never seen something like that before...hwa called me and I asked if we could meet outside...of course I didn't want to but I pretty much have idea why they invited me here.
"What can I get you?" A waitress came out of nowhere smiling at us.
"Minho..."
"I will take whatever you will have" I cut hoongjoong off making him nod, I leaned into my seat watching the other order before the girl left.

"She was checking you out" seonghwa said making me glare at him, well I noticed that.
"So" I answered.
" did you ever think about starting over?" Joong said making seonghwa's eyes widen.
"That's not how we were supposed to..."
"Did you invite me here to get me a lover or to invite me to your wedding?" I cut the other off, feeling annoyed but i can't get angry at them...they are my friends and I know they mean well.
"The second one but we wanted to talk to you about your life minho" hwa said taking a deep breath.
"I am not interested in any type of relationship...I have a mission..."

"What about after? Let's say that you got your revenge...You are twenty-six years old, I know how much you loved jisoo...I understand that she was the love of your life but you are still here....you are still alive...you can't spend your whole life alone..."
" watch me" I said clenching my jaw" I agreed to meet you after two freaking years and you are asking me to betray my wife" I added glaring between the two.
" it is not cheating..."
"My vows for her were for life seonghwa" I cut him off.
"Do you think jisoo would have wanted you to suffer like this?" Hoongjoong said.
"Joong, are you aware of the fact that I killed her?" If I was not inside a damn restaurant I would have been yelling now.

"Kang did..."
"Because of me" I said hitting the table ,earning a few glances from people around us...I need to calm down, the waitress brought our order before she left in a hurry, I am sure I scared her off.
"You said I am young" I added, the two shared a look before they nodded.
"What about jisoo...she was what twenty-four when she died...and my daughter...my unborn child...they all died...why do I deserve a second chance? Why do I deserve to be happy after I caused all this?" I said clenching my hands.
"As I said before, because you are alive and breathing...because jisoo would have wanted you move on...to build a life..."

"Yeah, to get that person killed as well" I chuckled making the two fall silent...they are crazy...how...how would they think of such a thing? I never thought about this before...loving someone else...I am not even capable of that...jisoo was the love of my life...my first and last...
"I am asking again minho, let's say you got your revenge...what are you planning to do next?" Hoongjoong asked, I blinked my eyes looking away...I never thought about that before, for two years my whole life was build on getting revenge for my family...if I achieve that...my purpose in life is gone...
"I will think about it if I made it out of this alive" I answered making the two freeze.

"What are you..."
"I don't want to leave so stop this" I said glaring at the two " now, when is the wedding?" I added...silence filled the table before seonghwa said " next month" he handed me an invitation card making me smile.
"Took you long enough" I replied.
"And there is another thing" seonghwa said taking hoongjoong's hand.
"What he is pregnant?" I joked.
"Hey" joong said playfully glaring at me.
"Yunho is going to be hoongjoong's best man...and I want you to be mine" hwa said making my eyes widen.
"You were mine too" I whispered.
" will you?" He said looking at me with big wide eyes.
"Yeah, stop being annoying " I replied making the two chuckle.