lost me (Minho×ot8)

hyunchan

Hyunjin's pov
" how does this work exactly?" Changbin hyung asked staring around the room...all of us were here...well except bang freaking chan, I can't believe my mom appointed him to be the leader of the group yesterday...I just can't calm myself down...I waited for this moment since my mom told me about the team she was building...I was born for this...i don't want to act immature but I feel like it is been taken from me...it is what I deserve...I worked so hard to reach my current level...I excelled in everything...I wanted to be the best...no I am the best.

"As I told you hyung, if you dates me...you have to get with the rest it is as simple as that" felix said pulling me out of my thoughts. He told me that Changbin hyung decided to give our relationship a chance, even though I am caught up with the whole bangchan and the leader position situation I wanted all of us to talk with changbin hyung...I mean he agreed so fast it has never happened with us before...well except jisung who is already polyamorous.
"I understand that,and I agreed" changbin said clearing his throat" and all of you are okay with me joining you?" He added looking around unsure.
" as I told you hyung, I personally don't mind " I said nodding my head.
"Neither do i" jisung said after me.

"I feel like it is going to be awkward with you and seungmin...especially you jisung...I knew for years...and I have never seen you in any way other than a friend", changbin hyung said chuckling.
"We have all the time in the world to get to know each other on a romantically hyung...what matters is your comfort...are you okay with this,?" jisung said.
"I don't know...but I an genuinely willing to try" the oldest said staring at felix, he is really in love with him...in a normal situation I would have felt jealous...if jeongin didn't enter my life I don't think I would have found out about me being polyamorous...maybe...I don't know...it is like he brought out another part of me.

"How about you two?" Changbin hyung asked looking at the two youngest.
"One step at a time, we will try then decide" Jeongin said.
"What he said" seungmin said looking away, I don't think he is ready to tell him about his little tiny crush he had on him before as he called it.
"So am I allowed to take felix out?" Changbin asked making me chuckle,"what?" He added confused.
"You don't need to ask for our permission just remember you will have to take all of us out into a date not just felix" I answered.
"Yeah, but I am going first." Felix said.

"How about tonight...dinner...do you like Italian...maybe Mexican?" The older said before his cheeks started to heat up...oh my god this freaking cute...forget being in love with felix...he is head over heels for him.
"Be thankful that I am okay with sharing" I said making all eyes fall on me.
"Oh, hyunie is getting protective over his first love" jisung said with a teasing voice." God to know that you have favourites "he added
" I do not...I love all of you the same." I said rolling my eyes...I mean for sure my bond with felix is the strongest but a big part of being polyamorous is to love all your partners the same way.

"Whatever makes you sleep at night...anyways hyung...I call second...I want to go out with you after felix" jisung said making changbin's eyes widen.
"Oh, okay...I really didn't expect you to even willing to go out with me" the older murmured." As I said it is weird but I am willing to try...I will be happy to take you out as well" he added smiling at jisung.
"I guess we are just missing chan hyung now" jeongin said out of nowhere making all eyes fall on him." Isn't that what we are doing? Like date the team members" he added.

"Seriously, jeongin don't bring him up now" I said clenching my jaw.
"Are you going to talk to your mom?" Jisung asked.
"Of course not" felix answered instead of me...he knows me the best.
"She clearly didn't see me fit to be the leader, I won't talk to her...it will only make me look..."
"Weak, desperate, immature" seungmin said cutting me off.
"What he said" I whispered shaking my head.
"He is a good person" changbin said " chan hyung...I know him better than i know you...believe me he will make a great leader" he added.