lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 52

Seungmin's pov
"What the hell did you do to him?" I entered felix's room to see lee minho putting him on his bed...I was the last one to arrive.
"Love, calm down he is just drunk" chan hyung said, I glared at the new member and walked to sit next to felix.
"What happened to him?" I asked caressing his hair...I know that minho won't do anything to him...but I just can't help it...I don't like the man.
"I traced his location to find him drinking, the bartender said he drank six glasses of whisky within ten minutes...he...he..." minho stopped making me frown " we were talking then he passed out" he added looking away.

"I hope you are not lying" I said clenching my jaw.
"I will leave you be" Lee minho said walking out of the room.
"Is it me or he is acting off?" Jeongin asked looking around...he has a point actually.
"What matters now is that felix is back...we will know what happened with him when he wakes up" chan hyung said rubbing his forehead " I will go prepare him some hangover soup...I swear sometimes you make me forget that we are a top class team, I feel like I am taking care of teenagers " he added before he left as well.

"Why did you let him go after felix and not me...or one of the others?" jisung said glaring at hyunjin.
"we know felix so well, he would have gotten angry because we didn't listen to him....minho hyung is kind of safe " hyunjin replied.
"That's actually smart" jeongin said making me roll my eyes.
"I need to go back to my office" changbin hyung said pecking felix's forehead.
"Still looking into Min taehyun?" Hyunjin asked.
"Yup, and he is suspicious if you ask me...I will give you details when i find out more " the older said, he reached out to ruffle my hair before he left as well.

Without saying a word, both jeongin and hyunjin walked out as well.
"Are you staying?" Jisung asked.
"Yeah" I replied cuddling into felix...I planted a kiss on his hair before I pulled back to stare at him...we are trained to stay calm in situations like happened earlier...but this was no just my team member...it was one of my boyfriends...I was worried sick...all of us were...but deep down we were panicking...actually I don't blame chan hyung for wanting to separate work from his personal life before, I mean losing a teammate hurt...but your lover...it breaks you...
"I am just in love with the way you fall for all of the boys after being scared to even open up to me." Jisung said making look at him.

"I don't have a choice , do I? They kept on annoying the hell out of me with their dates and gifts" I said rolling my eyes.
"Yeah, Totally they forced you to fall in love with them" jisung said chuckling.
"I was promised to never get emotionally hurt again...but I was...after hyunjin left...I agreed to give him another chance but jisung...I am not ready to experience something like that again" I whispered looking at the shorter.
"And you won't...what brought this topic now..."
"I just want to be honest with you, I know that you...felix and hyunjin like that man...I get it...but he doesn't and I am not ready for him to enter this relationship and then leave" I cut him off.

"Wait so you are afraid of getting attached to minho hyung then he will leave..."
"I have never said that", I yelled glaring at him.
"Don't worry I get it" jisung answered, I clenched my jaw and looked away...as much as I hate seeing my boyfriends hurt I know that lee minho will never accept being with us...so that's reassuring...I don't have to worry about him...wait...I thought hyunjin will refuse jisung and I ended up with five more boyfriends...no...he won't...he won't return their feelings.

"You look like you are having some intense internal fight" jisung said pulling me out of my thoughts.
"You know what...even if he agrees to join us...even if he returns your feelings...I won't like him even then okay...you can have it all to yourself....i don't give a damn at this point" I yelled making jisung laugh at me...which made me more angry," you..."
"Shut the hell up" I swear I felt my body leave my soul...damn...I meant soul leave my body when felix yelled at us with an even deeper voice...I stared at jisung with a wide eyes shocked by the sudden yell and so did he...