lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 84

Seungmin's pov

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'What is this noise?' I thought to myself before I swallowed hard...my throat...I...I need water...
"Wa...wa..."
"He is awaking up" a loud voice yelled making me wince.
"I will tell the others"
"Stopping yelling jisung" another deep voice yelled...felix...
"You are yelling too..."
"Seungmin, do you hear me?" A concerned voice asked...chan hyung...I slowly started to open my eyes trying to adjust to the bright light. " You woke up" the older who was standing so close to me said pecking my forehead...I blinked my eyes trying to remember what happened to me...we were on a mission then...I...

"I..." my voice came out hoarse making me frown.
"Here you go love" I glanced to my left to finally see felix who was holding a cup of water " your voice is hoarse from lack of speaking...I feel threatened it is as deep as mine" he added chuckling, my lips turned into a small smile as I shook my head...my head feels so heavy...for how long was I out? I was shot right....but I am alive that's what matters, I felt the bed elevated to finally give me a clear vision of the room. Jisung was standing a few steps in the back as he looked at me with teary eyes while both chan hyung and felix were standing next to me.
"Drink up" chan hyung said, I slowly did as he asked as felix helped me with holding the cup." You must feel dizzy, you lost a lot of blood" he added.

"I...where is the...the others...is minho...is he okay?" I asked, my voice as not as it normally sounds but it was better.
"He is fine, hyunjin went to inform changbin and jeongin" chan hyung said caressing my hair.
"You scared me to death" felix said before he hugged me tight.
"I am fine" I replied patting his back.
"Hyung" a yell echoed throughout the room and as soon as felix pulled away my eyes fell on jeongin who was crying hard...even from here I can see his red eyes....his hair was messy as well...
"You look like a mess yang" I said chuckling lightly...he looks so scared...I mean all of them are...but jeongin...he has been like this since he lost his parents...each time one of us gets seriously injured the younger gets affected the most.

Jeongin immediately shook his head before he ran toward me.
"Be careful with his leg" chan hyung said as the youngest laid down next to me. I hugged him tight as he put his head on my chest.
"Baby thank god" changbin hyung who bursted into the room said with hyunjin   following right behind him.
"Sorry for worrying you guys" I murmured as I kissed jeongin's head before I glanced at jisung...he was yelling a few minutes ago but since I opened my eyes he just went silence and stayed far away from me.
"It is not your fault" hyunjin said smiling widely at me.
"Sungie, come here love" I said offering my hand to the older.

"I...I thought I lost you" he answered as he took a few steps toward me." I am here now...it is alright", I added.
Even with my dizzy state the stares that hyunjin and chan hyung shared didn't go unnoticed by me.
" so, where is my new boyfriend?" I asked trying not to think much of it.
"I think he is high with painkillers" felix said making me roll my eyes before I threw him a glare.
"He is in his room, he closed himself in and refuses to leave..he is blaming himself " hyunjin said looking down the floor.
"It was not his fault...none of us saw that coming...plus I am fine now" I replied...and here it was again...but now the tension wasn't just between chan hyung and hyunjin....it was all over the room, I looked down my leg then toward my oldest boyfriend " I am fine now right?" I added.

"Seungmin, I...it is..."
"Hyung, answer me" I cut chan hyung off only to wince at my loud voice this time, the bullet hit my upper leg...to be exact my femoral artery because I know remember how much blood I lost.
"The bullet it was frangible bullet" hyunjin said with a low voice but I managed to hear him...the tension in the room could be cut with a damn knife.
"Hyunjin, what are you saying?" I asked gulping...I think I get it...but I want to hear it from him.
"Seungmin..."
"Felix,I want to know" I cut my boyfriend who sighed and looked away.