lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 60

Felix's pov ( next morning)
I was sitting inside my car staring blankly at the sky, I am supposed to meet with her...i mean my mother...maybe the twins as well...I don't know...yet I just can't bring myself to started to damn vehicle.
The passenger seat was suddenly opened, I glanced to my right to see Changbin hyunjin.
"Hey" he said sitting next to me.
"I don't want to go" I murmured.
"Yeah we figured" the older said pointing at the mirror, I looked through it to see jeongin and hyunjin near the entrance staring at us.

I rolled my eyes after I saw hyunjin, I argued with chan hyung after he came back yesterday because of him. I just don't want to let go of this...it is something important and dangerous that he kept from us....that made him leave us...he said he doesn't want say anything about it for our protection but what if hiding it will put us in danger...I spoke with jeongin yesterday and he said the same...I don't care about what hyunjin thinks...I won't stop until I find out.
"Baby, if you don't want to go...don't...no one is forcing you" changbin hyung said pulling me out of my thoughts.
I glanced at the older and took a deep breath " I didn't expect to meet my family hyung" I murmured " I didn't even think I have any" I added.

"So you want to know them but you are angry at...you know her...."
"My mother hyung just say it...and yes...i am" I cut the older off "yet at the same time...after calming down I think I get her now...I get why she did it" I said biting my lips.
"Then give her a second chance..."
"Life has taught me that giving a second chance will turn into a third...and forth..it becomes endlesss...it never stops" I said shaking my head.

"Don't let your experience with hyunjin affect this...they are not the same person...she is your mother and she gave you a reason of why she left...she wants to get to know you now...if it was me i would have guaranteed her one chance" changbin hyung said taking my hand " and it is not like hyunjin forced you to give him more chances...you chose to...and you can't tell me you regret it...hyunjin loves you ..and you love him...no matter how much you argue it is always to be you and him...you are just..." the older paused " your connection is different and there is no need to deny it, it is obvious i know you love us all the same...but it doesn't change the fact that hyunjin is your first love" he added.

"Hyung..."
"I want to get this off my heart but I was really surprised when you wanted to marry me" the older said cutting me off.
"Oh, like come on...fine, my relationship with hyunjin is complicated...but I love you as much as I love him" I said glaring at him.
"And I know that" he said pecking my lips."now, how about we go meet your family?" He added titling his head.
"You want to come with me?"I asked.
"Yeah, well last time you introduced me as your boyfriend now you might as well introduce me as your fiance...now after finding out about the twins i understand why they gave me those judgemental stares when they found out i am dating you" the older said making me chuckle.

"I would love to." I said starting the car, maybe having one of the boys with me will give me the courage to meet them.
" so you know, you introduce hyunjin to your parents as your boyfriend what are we going to do about that?" I added.
"Yeah, I was thinking about it...I will probably come clean to them and tell them that I am with all of you...I want my parents to come to our wedding" the older replied making me smile.
"I will come with you" he said caressing his hand.
"Oh Btw, did you receive anything about the blood sample the others brought?" I added entering the highway.
"The forensic team said that it is taking more than expected they will sent the result later this night" changbin hyung said making me hum.

"Alright" I whispered to myself and focused on the road, this person is really getting on my nerve...whoever they are clearly they are after minho hyung to avenge deathshot...and It would be over my dead boy if I let something happens to him because of a man like shin namjoon...yesterday we talked about how they managed to find minho hyung both at the cemetery when he was with jisung and when he was at the couple's house...and we figured that the only possible explanation is that they are watching people close to the older... his friends and the graves of his family...we all agreed that minho's parents should be moved away...it is not safe for them anymore.... Chan hyung is currently  discussing that with captain han...he went there with seungmin and minho hyung.