lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 63

Jisung's pov( later that evening)
I was sitting on the couch alone, my mom was in the kitchen preparing dinner and so far there is no sign of my father or should i say captain han...I felt like shit since the moment I entered the house.. i fought with seungie before i come here and ...my mother just hugged me and acted like nothing happened...like she didn't hide a huge secrets from both her husband and I...it pissed me off...i wanted to leave....but I can't...I want to find out the truth about what I heard that day.

Flashback
"Yeah mom I am fine...and the boys too...we will visit soon ", I said chuckling.
"Please do I really missed you." My mom replied.
"Sorry but I need to go now love you" i said making the woman groan.
"If I didn't know better I would have said you are an agent like your dad...you are always busy" my mom answered sounding annoyed...if she only knew.
"Bye" I said placing the phone on the nightstand i really need to shower.
I grabbed a fresh towel from my closet but before I could walked toward the bathroom my eyes fell on my phone...the call is still on....she always forgets to hang up...i chuckled grabbing it.

"How could you do this to me?" A yell come from the other side making me frown that's my father's voice.
"Hoseok..."
"I found out by coincidence, we were working on a new way to update our database...imagine my surprise after I found out he is not mine" my whole world froze when I heard my father's words." How did you do it? How did you hide this before...who helped you hide the fact that jisung is not my son?"he added.
I immediately hang up the call not wanting to hear more...

End of flashback

I took a deep breath trying to calm myself off, we have been working to link individuals in our database by their DNA,of course when he compared his blood and mine he found out about the truth... I think how he figure it out...at first I didn't put much thought to it...but remembering the conversation now everything makes sense...they took a sample of our blood a while ago...
"I made your favourite, we will just have to wait for your father" my mom said placing the pots on the table.
"Father" I whispered, she glanced at me before she smiled.
"Yes, he got caught up in work..."
"Does he know i was coming?" I cut her off.

How are they still together after all this?
"Ji, are you okay..."
"How are you acting like nothing happened? How are you doing this? Looking right into my face...letting me lies without a hinch of remorse" I yelled jumping up.
"What are you talking about?" My mom asked looking confused.
"I am talking about the fact that how I am not han hoseok's son" I yelled making her eyes widen.
At that exact moment, Captain han entered the living room.
"How are you still living with her?" I asked shaking my head.
"Who told you?" He said approaching us, I glanced between him and my mom who started to cry.

"I overheard you two fight about it...i knew since your fight...I waited and waited for you to say a damn word...for you to tell me the truth", I said looking at my mom"and you.. to call me...to" I added staring at my father...I am barely holding my tears right now...
"Jisung...."
" i know I am not your blood...I know that we don't get along but for 24 years...I have been your son and you just...just..."
"Please, calm down jisung" my mom said grabbing my arm...I immediately pushed her hand back getting away from him.
"Who is he? Who is my real father?" I asked staring between the two.

"You are still my son " captain han said " I didn't want you to know " he added.
"You ignored me..."
"I was trying to get hold of this...you said it yourself...maybe you are not Biologically my son...maybe I didn't agree with your messy polyamorous relationship or whatever... but I raised you jisung...I am a victim here as well...the boy...the boy watched grew up...the boy I loved as my own...is not mine...i wanted time to think" he yelled " I loved you as my own...and I still do" he added.
All of us were crying at this point " I didn't want you to know...because i wanted to continue being your father...I forgot your mom because I was at fault too...I...I was too focused on work...i missed treated her...that's not an excuse i know but...it is on the past" my dad said.