lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 83

Minho's pov
" Seungmin , love stay with me" felix who was sitting in the back seat yelled as he gently slapped the younger's face to keep him awake." Shit, hyung he is out...hurry" he added staring at chan hyung who was driving the car as, the older tried his best to keep calm as we made our way home but his shaky hands showed otherwise...this happened because of me...seungmin was shot because of me...
"I am going as fast as I can." Chan hyung said snapping me out of my thoughts.
I can barely understand what happened....it happened so fast.
My heart was racing fast inside my chest.

I gulped hard before I glanced at my bloody hands then back to the mirror, felix was literally shaking as he stared blankly at Seungmin's unconscious body.
It didn't take long before the car stopped in front of the house, the rest of the team except hyunjin where waiting outside.
"He just lost consciousness " felix said when changbin opened the door to carry seungmin out.
"It is going to be fine, hyunjin is waiting inside" the shorter answered.
"Hyung please" jeongin said as tears fell down his cheeks.
I left the car watching as all of them ran inside...this happened because of me....he is going to die because of me...just when i thought things are getting better...

A chuckle escaped me as I leaned on the car, I swear I am cursed...how long did it take? Just a few hours...that's a record.
I slipped down the floor as I hugged my legs tight to my body.
"You shouldn't let your guards down like that...i can kill you and take my revenge" I looked up to see shin ryunjin holding a gun up toward my head. " Well, I doubt that you didn't notice me coming...you are a special agent aren't you lee minho?" The girl added clenching her jaw.
"Why won't you kill me ?" I asked blinking my eyes as they started to get teary." I don't think that your deal with felix and hyunjin is the reason" i added
"Ryunjin what the hell are you doing?" Yuna who popped out of nowhere yelled pushing the other way before she took the gun out of her grip." You promised me no more of this" she added.
"Well, Here you go...your reason " ryunjin said rolling her eyes. So she is acting like this for yuna's sake....it makes sense.

"Your brother's boyfriend was just shot....he needs your support...they trusted us enough to let us out of the cells and the first thing you do is attack him" yuna said pointing at me.
"He has six others he will live" ryunjin said making her friend gasp.
"How could you say something  ldike this ryu" yuna said shaking her head "I thought we agreed that our enemy now is the kangs....and from where did you even get this?" She added looking at the gun.
The two girls made a deal with felix and hyunjin...they are going to work with us to get kang...but honestly i don't know if I can really trust ryunjin...I mean i told the boys that it is fine to let her out but I am the man who killed her father...Will she really spare my life just like that?
"I won't kill him...I was just..."

"Maybe you should...at least then none will get hurt because of me" I cut ryunjin off making the two girls look at me with surprised stares...I got my family killed and now seungmjn might die as well...I bring death wherever I go....

Few hours ago

" do you think it is a good idea to let ryunjin out? Worse leave her alone in our house?" Jisung who was sitting between hyunjin and I said looking at the taller.
Felix was driving with changbin sitting next to him.
The rest of the team took chan hyung's car " Well, she promised that she won't cause any problems...."
"I thought you didn't trust her..."
"I don't but if we are going to stay like this, we won't make any progress...letting her out is a step to earn her trust....clearly she is traumatised by what Kang Ara did to her...so we need to be careful around her...we need ryunjin" hyunjin said cutting changbin off.

"Still,it is risky" jisung pointed.
"It is worth the risk " hyunjin hummed staring out of the window.
"Hyung, what do you think about this?" Felix asked staring at me from the mirror.
"Me?" I asked confused. " it is your decision..."
"It is your decision as well, or did you forgot that that girl is trying to kill you?" Jisung said cutting me off.
"She promised to..."
"Great now we are going to trust the child of deathshot" jisung said cutting hyunjin who immediately stared toward felix that's when jisung realised his mistake" lix, I didn't mean it..."