lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 22

Changbin's pov
I gulped staring at Hyunjin who was sitting on the opposite couch of me...he was immersed staring at his computer screen.
" I can feel you staring at me hyung" he said pulling me out of my thoughts before he closed the PC " are you okay?" He added staring at me.
"Yeah,i am fine" I answered nodding my head...we didn't really have the chance to talk after we fell asleep hugging each other...I don't know where I stand with him exactly.

"Don't you have lunch with your family today?" He asked checking his watch.
"I do "I answered getting up " I wanted to ask something from you " I added.
"Of course" he answered.
"We have been dating for four years now" I said making him smile.
"So you still consider me your boyfriend?" Hyunjin said tilting his head to the side.
"Would I have let you hug me to sleep if I didn't? I am just angry at you for leaving" I said rolling my eyes.
"Fair enough " he said nodding his head.
"Felix and chan hyung are not here...jeongin is busy watching lee minho and my parents know that Jisung and Seungmin are dating" I said biting my lips" And you know that I want to tell them...but first I want to introduce one of you... officially as my boyfriend " I continued...I mean of course they know about the boys...but they think we are friends...I thought if they knew about them when time came It would be easier for me to tell them the truth.

"So from what i am thinking, you want to introduce me as your boyfriend" hyunjin said approaching me.
"Yes" I replied.
"And you chose me just because the others are busy...that really hurt" he said pouting.
"No,I chose you because my mother said you are attractive and I should totally date you...she is going to be happy when she finds out" I said making the taller chuckle.
"Then you are doing it for your mom...I see" he said pecking my cheek " I would love to go with you love" he added as I stared at him with wide eyes.
I can't keep on doing this...we need to make things clear " you won't leave again right?" I asked.

"No" he answered caressing my cheek with his thumb.
"You won't do anything reckless or stupid that could put our relationship in danger again" I said again scanning his face.
"Never hyung." He said smiling at me " Can I?" He added leaning closer...I looked between his eyes and his lips before I nodded.
Without wasting time he leaned in to capture my lips into a short gentle kiss" I love you" he whispered pecking my forehead before he pulled back." I will go get ready wait for me" he added before he walked away leaving me shocked.

"Does that mean you forgive him?" I glanced behind me to see seungmin staring at me with his arms crossed above his chest.
"He messed up, but everyone deserves a second chance seungmin" I answered.
"What if he messes up again?", he asked again.
"Hopefully he won't..."
"So you are leaving it to hope...if Mr hwang decided not to screw us over again, you are trusting him again with your heart and you are not even sure he will keep his words ", he yelled glaring at me...all of us know how sensitive seungmin is when it comes to relationships... the one he had before jisung was a mess...he took a while to trust all of us...I can't judge him or understand from where he is coming from but he needs to know that hyunjin is not his Ex...

His ex left him because he does not love him, hyunjin left because he had to...I know...I am angry at him for choosing work over us... but he had a valid reason...I know that the younger's feelings are sincere. I am afraid that the relationship between seungmin and hyunjin will never be the same again...i am worried about him more than I am worried about felix...because the other two has a huge history of fights but they always find their way to each other...when i first met hyunjin and felix I was jealous of the taller...in a short time I developed a crush on felix but all of us knew that he was dating hyunjin. Before jisung and seungmin entered their relationship they kept the fact that they are dating jeongin too a secret from us.

"You are silent because you know you are right...he will do it again...he will lie again...he will hurt us again..."
"I am silent because I know that no matter what I tell you nothing will change your mind seungmin...you were hurt...your trust in Hyunjin is broken...I can't blame you...you need to figure this out yourself " I cut him off.
"So all of you are just going to forgive him and move on" he said shaking his head in disbelief.
"Sometimes you need to remember that life is so short to hold grudges...especially in our line of work...I am sure that Hyunjin learned from his mistake" I said patting his shoulder "Take your time...think about this", I added.