We Don't Have To Dance (An Andy Biersack Love Story)

Chapter 58

Chapter 58

Mia's POV

"Good luck," Claire said as I got into my car.

"Thanks," I mumbled, closing the door. It was the next morning, and I was attempting to go home. I was really hoping Andy would let me in. It is technically his house after all. God, why am I so stupid? I was fully prepared to beg for forgiveness. I felt so bad for accusing Andy of something so horrible.

I drove anxiously the whole way home. I finally pulled into the driveway and hyped myself up before getting out of the car. I carried Kendyll to the door, dragging out two suitcases behind me. I opened the door to reveal a quiet house. I walked the rest of the way in and dropped the suitcases by the door.

"Andy?" I called. He poked his head out of the kitchen, a smile appearing on his face when he saw Kendyll.

"Hey my chunky monkey," he greeted, taking Kendyll from my arms. I stood there awkwardly as he cooed to her. "I'll put her in her play pen so we can talk," he said, not breaking from the baby voice. He walked to the living room and I followed him. He placed Kendyll down and she immediately grabbed a toy and started playing.

"Sit," he commanded, pointing to the couch. I sat, my body shrinking into the fabric. I just wanted to disappear. I was so worried he was going to break up with me. Losing him is truly my biggest fear.

"I'm sorry," I said quickly as he sat down next to me.

"Have I ever done anything to make you question your trust for me? Not men as a species, but me specifically."

"No," I said quietly, tears filling my eyes. "I-I think it's just the nature of your career," I mumbled.

"Well, I can't really control the stereotypes, can I?"

"No."

"If this is how every tour is going to be, I don't see how we can last much longer. I need you to trust that I will continue to be faithful, even if I'm halfway across the country. I'm in this for the long run, Mia. I'm not going anywhere."

"I do trust you, I promise. When I realized I falsely accused you, I felt like shit. It's just my past-"

"You can't keep blaming your past, Mia. I'm not Tanner. I'm your future and you need to focus on that. You have to let the past go."

"I know," I said, staring at the ground. "Honestly, I thought my biggest fear was being cheated on again, but I think now, it's losing you. I've been terrified of losing you Andy, ever since I saw those pictures. I thought I had lost you, and then when you walked out of that apartment, I was determined that I lose you. Claire had to talk me off a damn ledge last night. I've been a wreck since you left," I said, tears staining my jeans. 

I looked up at him, tears streaming down my face. "I don't want to lose you, Andy. I-I can't lose you," I said, shaking my head. He scooted closer to me and pulled me close to his chest. I cried into his shirt as he rubbed my back, trying to calm me down.

"You will never lose me, Mia. I promise. I love you so much," he said, placing a soft kiss on the top of my head.

"I love you too," I said through sniffles. I pulled back and wiped the tears off of my face. 

"So, what was that about marrying me?" he asked with a smirk. I laughed slightly and shook my head.

"Whenever you're ready to propose, I'm ready to accept," I said nervously.

"Oh don't say that, I'll drop to one knee right here," he laughed.

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