Am I wrong

One night

I heard a knock at the door I opened it grandma came in she smiled at me, "Michelle honey you look so beautiful". I smiled hugging her, "Thanks grandma".

She stepped back taking a good look at me, "You look just like your mother". Tears sprung to my eyes. She quickly pulled me into another hug, "Don't cry baby cakes it's going to be alright".

I nodded wiping my eyes careful not to ruin my makeup. She left after I told her I had to finish getting ready. I was kind of nervous tonight. Braxton was taking me out to this fancy restaurant.

I told him I rather stay home but he insisted that we get dressed up and go out. I inspected myself in the mirror applying more lipgloss. My hair was in a French braid going down back.

I cut myself some bangs a couple weeks ago and they already was starting to grow back. Courtney almost pissed in her pants when she saw I cut my hair. To me it wasn't a big deal but for her it was a life changing event.

I smoothed down my skirt being the perfectionist I am I fussed over this littlest things. A few strands of hair was out if place I grabbed the brush. I heard a voice say from behind me, "You look absolutely beautiful stop being a perfectionist".

I laughed, "Shut up it's not my fault I like to look good when I go out". I could now feel his presence in the bathroom.

He leaned down close to my ear, "You look good all the time though". I blushed looking up in the mirror at our reflection. He looked so put together tonight. He had a fresh hair cut with black pressed slacks and a dark blue dress shirt.

My eyes trailed back up to his pink sexy full lips. I suddenly had the urge to kiss him. I cleared my throat nervously, "Um...you ready to go".

He smiled pulling his keys out his pocket, "Yeah". I grabbed my purse and phone nervous and a little curious about what's going to happen tonight. I don't know why but I feel so nervous all of a sudden.

Maybe because he looked so good tonight. Well that's not accurate he looks good all the time honestly. I haven't seen one time he didn't look good. He like a slice of chocolate so delicious and those lips oh god.

The car ride to the restaurant was quiet the air was thick with emotion. I was so glad when we finally arrived to the restaurant and I could get some fresh air. He placed his hand on my back as we were seated to our table.

It was so nice a candlelit dinner overlooking the city lights and night sky. The waitress came over taking our order. I smiled at him, "Thank you so much for brining me here this is so nice".

"No need to thank me I'm just happy we could share this moment together". I just smiled at him could this guy be any perfect. I took a sip of my water my throat was dry.

We talked about school and everything then the conversation got a little boring. Thank goodness the waiter came out with our food. I order the chicken piccata and pasta.

Braxton ordered the chicken fried steak and gravy. It looked good but my pasta was the bomb. I was so full I finished before Braxton he just kept smiling at me. He payed and we got up and left the car ride was quiet just like before.

I glanced over at him tears was in his eyes. A rush of concern hit me hard I put my hand in his shoulder, "Braxton are you okay".

He looked over and smiled at me tears slipping down his cheeks, "I'm so happy because I've finally spent a night with the girl of my dreams".

My heart started beating fast at the words that came out of his mouth I stuttered,"I'm th..th girl of you..rr dreams". He nodded not taking his eyes off the road. I bit my lip staring out the window we pulled up in his driveway.

I noticed that his parents car wasn't in the driveway. He unbuckled his seat belt looking over at me. I could fell him staring at me but I couldn't bring myself to look at him.

I felt his hand on my cheek I turned to face him. He leaned in and kissed me. I started to kiss him back. I felt on cloud nine finally kissing those soft pink juicy lips of his.

He pulled me closer to him I felt a pang of guilt in the out of my stomach. I pulled away turning away from him. He looked at me concerned and confused, "What's wrong".

I looked at him I wanted to be with him but it was too late. It was too late from the beginning. "I'm pregnant from someone else, I can't be with you".

"You say one thing but your body says otherwise".

He leaned over kissing me again this time I didn't pull away. I let my guard down I let him hold me as we shared that passionate hot kiss in his front seat.

We pulled away I sat there catching my breath he looked at me and smiled. "I didn't know you could kiss like that". My cheeks flames up,"Me, No you".

We got out the car walking into his house. I went down the hall to his bedroom. I sat there on his bed while he took of his dress shirt getting comfortable.

We sat in his bed watching movies on Netflix it seemed like very one had Netflix but me. It was bumming me out he pulled me closer to his chest rubbing my arm with his free hand.

I sighed laying on his chest listening to his heartbeat. I can't believe that we just made out like that in his car. Before that the amazing dinner we had I can't forget about that I'm still stuffed.

I could feel the baby kicking in my stomach I always would feel the kicking when I'm eating or finna go to sleep. That's when I would stay up all night because baby wanna hop around all night.

I think Braxton felt it cause he looked down at me smiling. I rubbed my tummy that would usually settle down my little bundle of joy. I fell asleep after the third movie I was happy but tired then a mug.