Am I wrong

Longing

It was Friday after school and I finished my homework. Siting in the bed staring relentlessly at the ceiling I sighed. My heart yearned for Steven I felt empty even though I had Braxton. We could run off into the sun set but I couldn't help but miss Steven. I wasn't even going to think about the option of getting over him. I squeezed the small teddy bear closer to my chest.

"He's not coming back", I sat up in bed staring at a sad looking Braxton in my doorway. I watched him as he walked to the end of the bed staring hard at me, "You know he's not coming back".

I shook my head my voice barely above a whisper, "If he doesn't I'll still love him". He had a sad smile on his face, "There's no point in me trying to keep you with me when your not giving up on him".

I stayed quiet listening to the desperation in his voice. How so bad he wanted to make me happy and be with me forever. But you can't help who you fall in love with. Steven he's who I fell in love with and also the one who's hurt me the most.

"How could you love someone so much who's did nothing but hurt you Michelle". I laid there not able to give him an answer. Not just any answer but an answer that would ease his pain and his broken heart that I felt only I could heal.

He continued, "Michelle please give me a chance". I didn't know how to give him a chance. I'm pregnant from some else and he wanted a chance to be with me. It was all to complicated for me and strange.

I sat up in the bed staring into his deep brown eyes, "Braxton you've did so much for me and you love me. I know I can never repay you for that-". He held his hand up silencing me.

"Don't Michelle-" he sat down next to me looking me deep in the eyes. "I love you so much Michelle". I looked down at my hands then back up at him. He didn't once hide the hurt behind his eyes.

He leaned over and kissed me, "Michelle please I can't beg you anymore". Pulling me onto his laps he held me gently against him. I kissed him back placing my hands behind his neck.

The door opened grandma gasp I quickly climb off of Braxton. My face burning bright red in embarrassment. She just smiled then closed the door. Me and Braxton looked at each other then laughed. He pecked me on the lips then got up, "Well that was awkward".

I smiled pulling a loose strain of hair behind my ear, "Yeah she's probably going to tease me later". He chuckled walking to the door, "I'll pick you up tomorrow at eight for school".

I nodded,"Okay I'll try to be ready". He walked out closing the door. I laid back relieved that he was finally gone. I went back to sleep I was still tired.

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A/N: Wassup guys this is a short chapter!! I hope your enjoying it thing are going to get off the charts from here !! I'm so excited please continue to VOTE & COMMENT so much love thnx guys -Nigeria