Am I wrong

Feelings

*Michelle on top*

Walking through the glass doors I strolled down the main hallway stopping at my locker. I put in the combination shoving my bag inside.

Someone tapped me on my shoulder I turned around it was Braxton. I smiled,"Hey" He stood there for moment just looking at me,"Uh..Welcome back Michelle."
I looked around the hall for any signs of his girl even though I had no idea how she looked,"Thanks."

"Well I gotta get to class see you around", I closed my locker walking down the hallway toward my first period class. I walked in my teacher smiled,"Michelle darling it's so great to finally see you again" she ran up and hugged me,"How's the baby?"

"She's great and I'm happy to finally be back."

I took a seat sitting in my old desk the bell rung and people started flooding into the class. A boy who I didn't recognize smiled at me I smiled back being polite. A few people were happy to see sitting by me starting up a conversation. Happy to be back in class I took a lot of notes and glad to have a entire chapter I had to review.

Towards the end of class Mrs.Wright got up introducing me,"Everyone this is Michelle she's one of our highest achieving students in the school." I smiled nervously hating all the attention I was receiving. The bell rung and I got gather myself heading to my next class.

I stopped when I'd seen a group of people surrounding someone. A girl was walking from the group I stopped her,"Hey, what's going on over there?" I asked.

"Oh that's Braxton and his new girlfriend she's just moved here and they just started dating a couple weeks ago", the girl looking over at the group of people surrounding them.

"Okay cool", I said before walking back down the hallway. Second period flew by and I was making my way down the hall to lunch. It was strange cause I haven't seen Court or Steven I wonder where they were at.

I walked through the double doors scanning the packed cafeteria. Gosh it still smelled like ass and gym socks in here. I took a seat at a empty table taking out my phone texting mom.

"How's my baby girl doing?" I waited for her reply looking around the room for a familiar face. The thing is I'd seen a lot of people I knew just not many I wanted to talk to at the moment.

My phone vibrated in my hand I stared down at it reading the text,"She's fine Michelle relax and focus on school while your there only three more hours."

I chuckled at my mothers texts clicking off my phone shoving it back into my backpack. I played with my thumbs bored out of my mind watching people walk by taking a seat with their friends. I felt like such an outcast again like I did before and I really hated the feeling.

Just as I was about to leave I heard some commotion going on by the door. I turned in my seat to see Braxton and a average height pretty light skin girl walking through the door. The girl had on a pair of jean shorts showing off her muscular legs and a pink neon top. Her outfit was cute and so was she I'm not a hater I give props when it's due. She smiled as she lead him towards the table where I guess they usually sat at. Braxton caught a glimpse of me but I quickly looked away getting up and leaving.

"Back to the library", I said to myself as I walked down the empty hallway then I had to pee all of a sudden I went into the bathroom.

Entering the bathroom it was empty o went inside one of the empty stalls doing my business. I heard someone come in finishing up I opened the stall door walking to the sink washing my hands. I looked up in the mirror it was her Braxton's new girlfriend. She looked really good up close and personal.

She glanced over at me then flashed me a pearly white smile,"Hey" she said. I smiled back,"Hey." Then she gasped I looked at her confused,"Your the girl everyone talks about" she said.

I stared at her not saying anything waiting to her what else she had to say,"Not in a bad way it's just all the teachers here mentions that your back and your one of the most highest achieving students."

"Yeah that's me" I smiled nervously.

"What's your name again," she asked.

"Michelle" I said.

"Pretty name, I'm Elora" she said smiling brightly at me.

"Well I gotta go but nice meeting you Michelle" she said before walking out the door.

I grabbed my stuff heading out the bathroom. I heard laughing coming from behind me and turned around Braxton was holding his new girlfriend who's name I found out was Elora hand while kissing her neck as she laughed.

They were so cute but a pain shot through me and I turned around walking further down the hall. As long as he's happy I should be happy right? I mean it's not like I would ever chose Braxton over Steven anyway. Or would I ? I'm so confused as to what I feel right now. Maybe it's the hormones or something then I suddenly missed Aliyah.

For the next twenty minutes of lunch I sat in the library and then went through all my class. The final bell rung and I practically ran out the door to get to my car. I couldn't stand being away from Aaliyah this long I don't know how I was go keep this up but it was only for a month. Then I remembered I planned to work during the summer. I got in the car putting on my seat belt then sighed what does the future hold for me and am I ready for it?