Am I wrong

Liar

I drove down the road to Steven's house. Just before I could pull up to his house. I seen Courtney come out of the front door. I pulled over on the side on the road watching them. Steven stepped out beside her. He hugged her the hug was a little too long for just friends.

I knew this wasn't right, my best friend and my boyfriend wait no scratch that my baby's father together. I was pissed off and hurt at the same time. I didn't want to jump to any conclusions but this didn't seem right at all.

A car pulled up and he said something to her she laughed and walked to the car. He went back in the house the car had drove off. My phone started ringing I looked down at it. He was calling me I answered it.

"Why didn't you come to school", I said. He sighed, "I didn't feel like it baby I'm sorry". I rolled my eyes, all I could think about was why Courtney was leaving his house. I know they hate each other they were the reason I was in the hospital.

"Ok whatever it's fine", I pulled up outside his house. He said, "Are you still coming over baby", I got out the car locking it. "Open your front door", I hung up the phone waiting for him to come to the door. He opened it stepping aside, I walked pass him down the hall to his room.

I sat there on the bed waiting for him. I sat there looking at my nails. I looked up he smiled at me walking towards me. He leaned down kissing me not giving me time to speak. "Michelle what's wrong", he started kissed my neck.

I couldn't think straight when he did that I closed my eyes trying to focus, "You know why I'm mad Steven". It was hard to be mad when he was kissing me like this. "I don't know why you mad but I'll make you feel better".

He climbed on top of me putting my hands above my head, "You know I love you right". I nodded, "I know" I did know he loved me but things like this made me question it.

I didn't want to believe my best friend and my boyfriend had something going on. That shit would hurt me to my soul. I don't ever think I could recover from something like that. I looked him in his eyes he kissed me again his kisses meant the world to me. Those the only thing that could destroy me completely.
We laid in his bed for at least an hour talking. I couldn't bring myself to ask him about why Courtney was over here.

He rubbed my tummy then he sighed, "I love you so much Michelle and our baby". I didn't say anything I just sat there staring into blank space. I prayed what I thought was wrong.

That Courtney and Steven didn't have anything going on. I closed my eyes sighing deeply, "Steven". "Yea baby", I rubbed my hands over my face I didn't want to do this. I sat up in the bed looking at him, "Why did I see Courtney leaving your house today".

He sat up with a confused look on his face, "Courtney didn't leave my house what are you talking about". I got out the bed standing there looking at him in disbelief, "Steven your fucking lying I seen her".

He stood up in front of me, "I don't know what your talking about Michelle". I pushed him, "Your a fucking liar I seen you hug Courtney just before I came". He barely moved an inch, "Baby I'm not lying".

Tears was threatening to come, "Why are you fucking lying to my face I seen the both of you". He stepped closer to me, "Michelle I don't know what you seen but.."I slapped him before he could finish his face turned red I screamed at him, "I fucking hate you I'm done with you".

I grabbed my keys walking towards the door I opened it, "Michelle no don't leave", he called after me. He grabbed me, "Michelle baby it's not what you think". I couldn't bring myself to look at him, "You're a liar let me go".
He held me tighter, "I'm not letting you go".

I screamed, "Let me go Steven".
He pulled me close to his chest, "No just listen to me please". His mom and dad came out the kitchen staring at us. His mom had a worried look in her eye, "What's going on in here". Steven still held me in his tight grip, I just stared at them not saying a word.

His dad spoke up, "Steven, Michelle is everything alright". He let me go I ran towards the front door. He followed me, "Michelle please let me explain". I stopped turning around looking at him, "Explain Steven please he sat there silent as I waited, Your so full of shit". "Michelle it's not..I would never..please just don't go", he begged. "I can't believe I was so stupid getting pregnant by you" I got in my car and drove off.

He lied to my face so something must be going on between them. I drove home tears poured down my face. I couldn't believe it why would they do something like this to me. Courtney my best friend and the father of my unborn child. When I pulled up mom's car was in the driveway. I thought she said she'll be home late.

Checked the time it was already eight I didn't realize I spent that much time over there. I got out the car wiping my face I grabbed my bag out the backseat. I locked the car opening the front door. Tossing my keys on the table. I felt like I was a over flown water balloon about to burst. I walked into my room. I heard mom yelling my name from the kitchen to come here. I turned back around walking back to the kitchen. I totally forgot she wanted me to be home.

Everything slipped my mind. She gave me the look, "So your just going to disobey me Michelle". I sat there not saying a word, I didn't feel like talking I just wanted to cry. Cry until I couldn't cry anymore. My heart hurt in my chest. Steven is once again the cause of my heart breaking. But this time it felt twenty times worst cause it involves my best friend.

She yelled, "I told you to come home right after school you didn't listen Michelle!" I just looked at her I've never seen her this angry with me before. I was too heart broken to care. "Michelle give me your car keys I'm taking away your car since you can't follow simple directions and give me that phone".

I burst out into tears I couldn't hold them in anymore. My best friend and my boyfriend have a low key thing going on. My mom is pissed off at me because I didn't come home. I truly felt like shit and to top it off I got pregnant at sixteen. I cried until my whole body was shaking. Mom just stared at me. She walked out of the kitchen leaving me there. I didn't know what I did to deserve this but it sure felt like pure hell. Why this... why now I just don't understand.