I looked up at my ceiling. Why didn't anyone care? Didn't anyone see I was lonely? I could hold my own and didn't need anyone but being the single one who people told there crushes too hurt. Was it because I was different? I can't help it if I was weak, or if I was just a human. Almost everything they could do, so could I!
"I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one"
I nodded my head as tears pricked at the corners of my eyes.
"I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it."
I sucked in a breath and jumped up, raising my hands.
"But I'm only human.
And I bleed when I fall down.
I'm only human.
And I crash and I break down.
Your words in my head, knives in my heart,
You build me up and then I fall apart.
'Cause I'm only human, yeah!"
The dark glares I had gotten from other monsters haunted me.
"I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything
I can do it!
I can do it!
I'll get through it!
But I'm only human!
And I bleed when I fall down!
I'm only human!
And I crash and I break down.
Your words in my head, knives in my heart,
You build me up and then I fall apart.
'Cause I'm only human, yeah..."
I wiped my eyes and stood tall.
"I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human!
I can take so much
Until I've had enough
'Cause I'm only human!
And I bleed when I fall down!
I'm only human!
And I crash and I break down!
Your words in my head, knives in my heart.
You build me up and then I fall apart,
'Cause I'm only human, yeah."
I took in a shaky breath, and put on a fake smile. I headed to the bathroom, not knowing that Undyne, Papyrus, Sans, Frisk, Mettaton, and Alphys were at my door and heard me through the thin wood and walls.