Make Me Wanna Die | leafyishere

"East..."

I sat there in shock. Did he just say that I should break up with Calvin...?

The lump in my throat grew larger, making it impossible to swallow. It burned, and I couldn't help but let out a sob-like sound.

"East-" Niall started but I already ended up breaking down. I sobbed, burying my face in my hands.

And he watched. He watched me cry, not knowing how to stop me. I knew that if he was here he would pull me into his arms, telling me it was okay.

But it wasn't.

Instead of Calvin, it was Niall watching me break down. Cal wasn't even aware that this was happening, nor did he care. He knew that he's been pushing me away yet he never tried to reach out.

He never once stopped to think that he might be hurting me, and he made me believe that I was the one at fault. The pain was now mixed with anger and I know that I can no longer take this. 

If he wants a break, I'll give him one...a final one. 

(Next chapter will be the last chapter. I'll attempt to make it really good and extra long :)

Not sure if it will be posted tonight though

Nat xx)