Confession Of Half Alcantara's Heart [Completed]

Chapter 45

Half POV

Good night honey babe.I love you.

Napangiti ako ng mabasa ang text niya.Umayos ako ng upo sa kama at lumunok ng ilang beses bago i-dial ang number niya.

[Sabi ko good night na.]

[I want to hear your voice.] Narinig ko ang pagtawa niya sa kabilang linya.Kumunot ang noo ko.

[May sipon ka ba?]

[Ah, o-oo]

[Then did you take---] She cut me off.

[Half....]

[Hmmm?] Ilang segundo siyang hindi nagsalita.May problema ba?

[Let's meet tomorrow.May sasabihin ako.] Saad niya.'Yon lang pala.

[Bakit ngayon?]

[Bukas na.]

[Okay, tomorrow.Good night honey babe.I love you too.]

[See you.]

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Mabilis ang ginawa kong pagbaba sa hagdan habang iniikot ang susi sa kamay ko.Nahigip ng mata ko si Mom sa kusina.Lumapit ako sakanya pero natigilan ako ng mapansing may kausap pala siya sa phone.

"You're leaving?"

"Well t-that's good."

Kumunot ang noo ko at mas lumapit pa ng konti.

"Of course!"

"Wait! Ms.Dethon.Do you really love my son?"

"Okay, bye."

Zia? Wait? What? Leaving?

"Mom?" Tawag ko sakanya ng hindi ko na mapigilan at tuluyang ng lumapit.Agad siyang napalingon sakin na may gulat na ekspresyon.

"Kanina ka pa ba---"

"Sino ang aalis? Si Zia?" Hindi siya sumagot at nanatiling nakatingin sakin.

"Mom."

"Y-Yes."

Napahilamos na lang ako sa mukha ko.Kaya ba gusto niya kong makausap? Makikipaghiwalay na siya? She's going to leave me again?

"Im sorry Half, i-i think it's my fault." Umangat ang tingin ko kay Mom nang sabihin niya 'yon.

"What did you do Mom?" Hinawakan niya ko sa dalawang balikat at nakita ko sa mata niya ang pagsisisi.

"I talked to her and gave her a money just to l-leave you but hindi niya naman kinuha ang pera Half she said she's not going to leave you and now I didn't know why she change her mind."

"Why did you do that Mom?" I can't believe her.Ginawa niya rin ba 'to sa ibang babae na nagugustuhan ko noon?

"Because I though Autum---"

"Autum? Mom, matagal ko ng nalinaw na walang kami ni Autum."

"Im sorry son.Please---Half!"

Hindi ko na siya pinatapos at tumakbo na palabas ng bahay.I can't think.I don't know what to do.Fvck.

(N/P: Everything by Lifehouse)

I know once na pumunta ako kay Zia tapos na ang lahat samin and I won't let that happen.I don't know her reason pero ayoko na ring malaman kung ano pa 'yon.

♪Find me here, And speak to me. I want to feel you, I need to hear you. You are the light, That's leading me, To the place, Where I find peace again.♪

She's going to leave me again at sa tuwing naiisip ko 'to sobra akong nasasaktan.Fvck! Magmamakaawa na naman ba ako? Yes, I need to do that.If that's the only way.

♪You are the strength, That keeps me walking. You are the hope, That keeps me trusting. You are the light, To my soul. You are my purpose, You're everything.♪

Kung napaalis ni Mom ang mga babae sa buhay ko noon.Not this time.I'll fight for her and I hope ganon din siya.

♪How can I stand here with you, And not be moved by you? Would you tell me, How could it be, Any better than this?♪

I don't know how to forgive my Mom because the girl who makes me happy , the girl I love the most, the girl who always there for me will going to leave me again because of her.

♪You calm the storms, And you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, You won't let me fall. You steal my heart, And you take my breath away. Would you take me in, Take me deeper now.♪

Ang pinanghahawakan ko na lang ngayon ay ang pangako niya sakin.Pumikit ako ng madiin at napaupo na lang sa isa sa mga bench na nadaanan ko.

♪And how can I stand here with you, And not be moved by you? Would you tell me, How could it be, Any better than this?

And how can I stand here with you, And not be moved by you? Would you tell me, How could it be, Any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need, You're everything, everything.

You're all I want, You're all I need, You're everything, everything.

You're all I want, You're all I need, You're everything, everything.

You're all I want, You're all I need, You're everything, everything.♪

She's my everything…