And just like that you turn a 180 on me. You realize the fact that I'm up at 2 in the morning talking to you is because I didn't trust myself to be alone, and you act completely supportive and sweet and loving. You even call me beautiful and say you'll talk to me tomorrow. You even say you love me more, when we both know it's not true. But instead of saying so, I let you act caring and kind, and let myself fall for the stupidity of it. And I may have found someone sweet and kind that actually cares completely. But you know me, I probably won't give it a chance because of you.
