Those little white pills are starting to make me numb all the time. They change my focus to a haze until they wear off, and then I'm focused on the next one instead of my hatred for living. This isn't going to end well, but nothing does with me anyway lately. So I might as well have fun while I can. Because it will only last a short time before my life goes to shit once again. But once it does, I know I'll have these little white pills to numb it away.
