I walked from the counter to the trash today. I did it without falling, and without failure. But what if next time I fall? What if I can't get back up that time?
Failure isn't an option, but the thought of people knowing I failed is a deplorable idea. I can't fail and have them knowing again. They can't know I again, am not able to hold my own. They have watched me fail at so much I can't let them see this too.
