They are as oblivious as the first time. They all are. And the worst part is, so am I. Or I was. Now I know what to look for.
The withdrawing
The tiredness
The no motivation
The extreme sadness
Trouble sleeping
Trouble eating
Trouble caring
Those are all signs of major depression and can even be suicidal signs. It's too bad I can't just deny it like last time.
I can't deny the fact that I've started dreaming of it, or how I've been consumed by the thought. And I wish I could just forget not just the signs, but my thoughts as well.
Because who wants to know their death could happen anytime, and that they're responsible for hurting others?
