Pain

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No one needs to feel the pain and sadness of depression. No one needs to hate themselves and hate their bodies. No one needs to try to be as perfect as possible by societies' standards. No one needs the pain your stomach has when you don't eat for three days because you hate how you look.
I don't need to feel any of this pain or sadness, and I shouldn't have myself and how I look. I shouldn't feel the need to be perfect. And I don't need the hunger pains from not eating for three days because if I starve myself I will lose weight faster. I shouldn't care about how I look, but I do. And that's a problem for me, and I need to work on it.

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