I can't breathe. I am sitting here trying to breathe, to get enough air into my lungs to clam down, but I can't. I can't breathe or think or anything but feel this pain and sadness and worthlessness. I don't need to be here. I don't want to be here. I shouldn't be here. I feel lost and helpless and just numb at the same time. My body is running slower than my mind and it's making me go insane;I keep yelling at myself to breathe and I just can't seem to catch my breath. So maybe it's time to shut my brain off. All it takes is a pill; it's no hassle on my part. Then maybe I could finally breathe.
