I take another pill because the voices got too loud again. I couldn't wait until she went to sleep. I felt as though my thoughts were going to kill me before I did. There's only so much I can endure before I break. So I made a decision to be numb. I'd rather not feel than feel this way. I don't see an out anymore for me. There's no way to get better, there's no fix. So I think I'll take another one.
