I've realized I can't save myself. I can't pick myself up anymore and keep going. I've been doing it for so long, and I'm so tired. I need someone who can take away the pain, and replace it with love and laughter.
I need someone to have 2 am conversations with about nothing and laughing so hard you cry. I need someone who can sit with me and not say anything because I can't talk without crying, and be okay with the silence. I need someone who makes me feel safe enough to put down this horrid mask of fake smiles and short laughs. I need someone who I can call and sit on the phone with because I need a distraction.
I'm not saying I need someone to always kiss and hold hands with. Those things don't factor into what I need. I just need someone.
I need somebody to save me, because I'm unable to do it myself anymore.
