How do I handle the constant nerves of trying to be perfect? How do I not slip and show what's behind these walls I built to keep everyone out? How do I make myself out to be the image of good, and happy? Or a better question is, how do you? How do you keep the nagging questions about your depression away? How do you give off the look of happiness? Because what I do isn't working anymore. The walls are starting to crumble and crack and people are starting to see though them. And I can't have people doing that. I don't want people to see deeper than the surface. Because if you do deeper than the surface, all you'll see is darkness and sadness. And no one needs to see that.
