I literally exploded as soon as they pulled away. I fell to the ground, screaming and crying and not able to get a full breath.
I screamed so hard my throat is on fire and sore, and my eyes are raw and swollen.
I can't feel anything but this pain that's drowning me so slowly, so I may need to finish it myself. There's no way to conquer this anymore, so maybe it's time I made peace with my demons, and go with them. Maybe it's really time for me to go. Maybe it's time for me to say good bye. I don't know if I can really say good bye before I go, because that will cause issues. I'll write letters, and make them separate for everyone. Everyone deserves an explanation. But maybe they would've already understood it, had they been around to hear me scream.
