Imagines/oneshots Book 1

30. peter quill - less awesome mix vol 1

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I don't think it's very good but oh well

Song: this is the best day ever by my chemical romance
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I stomped through the Milano all the way to the control room. Peter was sitting in the pilot seat eating an apple. When I reached him I stretched my hand out and smacked it from his open mouth.

"What the hell was that for?!?"

"You know exactly what that was for. Youre on my last nerve Quill!"

I was fuming and wanted to Stab something so badly. He got up from his seat so he could face me properly.

"Well why don't you run it by me just in case I missed something."

I groaned harshly at him and turned on my heel to leave. He walked fast to catch up to me but I walked faster.

"Look I don't know what I did this time so seriously if you could run it by me that'd be great."

I stopped dead in my tracks and whipped around to face him. He haulted before he could run into me

"Ya know what I think you have it out for me starlord. You feel the need to open up about everything don't you? Even about things that don't even concern you."

I turned to walk away again and he just followed me.

"Wait is this about what happened at the bar last night? Are you jealous cause of that girl I was with? I mean I didn't think I went into that much detail."

He laughed a little to himself. I kept walking, slowly picking up speed.

"The silence is telling me yes Y/N. Your jealous arnt you? The only question is, why?"

I stopped again and turned around but he ran into me this time. I placed my hands on his chest and shoved him backwards.

"I am not jealous and this is not about the bar last night! It's about you! Here I thought I could trust you. I opened up to you about something really personal to me and you just play it off like it's nothing. For a split second I thought maybe you could care about something other than your self but it turns out I was wrong."

I turned around and kept walking. He stood for a second before following me again.

"Wait that's what this is about? I didnt think you were the type to bottle stuff up, normally when you tell me something it's something everyone else knows already."

I groaned again and rolled my eyes.

"I opened myself up to you because I thought I could trust you. It wasn't just some whim of confidence that made me tell everyone else too."

When I got to my room I turned around in the door way.

"Come talk to me when you can learn to keep a secret."

I closed the door in his face and sat on my bed still steaming with anger. He told drax of all people something I had told him in secret. When drax confronted me about it I was more than embarrassed and more than pissed off. That night when we docked I ignored every comment Peter had made to me and drowned myself in alcohol at one of the pubs near the docking station. I stumbled through the door two hours later a little more than wasted and collapsed on my bedroom floor. I leaned up against my bed and just sat there still holding a beer bottle in my hand. After I had emptied it Peter came slowly into my room. I rolled my eyes and groaned at him, still not wanting to see his stupid face.

"You look a little worse for wear."

"And here we have the king of compliments!"

"Now that youre more than far off will you listen to me?"

"If I weren't to drunk to get up I would ignore the shit out of you right now, but since I'll probably forget everything in the morning I guess I can let you talk."

"Good because I want to apologise. You told me something in private that I should have kept to myself and that's bad on my part. I didn't know you wanted me to keep it a secret and I blabbed in a stupid drunken state and I'm sorry."

I just stared at the wall across from us. My mind didn't want to believe him, even drunk I still wanted to Stab him but I didn't have enough energy at the moment. I just leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I accept your apology but I'm still mad at you."

"How? We were having a casual conversation and you just dropped that on me!"

I sat back and looked at him.

"Technically you're the one who brought it up! If you wouldn't have been so eager to bang that girl you met it never would have even come up. And like you said we were drunk!"

He started flailing his arms as he talked.

"Exactly we were drunk and you just dropped on me that you were a virgin but really wanted to fuck somebody. How was I supposed to know that was a secret? I thought it was funny so yeah, I told drax."

I just shook my head in disbelief.

"That's exactly why I didn't want you to tell anyone, because whoever, would have thought it was funny, just like you did."

He just laughed at how stupid we were being.

"Ya know if you acted on how badly you wanted to do it then you wouldn't have to worry about keeping it a secret."

He huffed in anger. I just looked over at him with my mouth hung open.

"It's not that easy Peter. It's a big deal and-"

He leaned in and slammed his lips on mine. I was shaken, hard, and had no idea how to react. I also half didn't care because of how drunk I was. When he leaned back both of our eyes were wide and we both looked away from each other and back to the wall across from us. I reached up and touched my lips gently before looking over at him. When I did he just stood and walked out of the room leaving me alone on the floor.