Out Loud/H2ODelirious

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I still taste your presence.

I sat up on my bed feeling lost in the once blue eyes I loved.

Once sweet but it turned sour.

I stared at them seeing him glaring at me through the mask.

Tried to shake your indifference.

I blinked and he was gone.

But it's too late now.

I knew ever since he left I was going insane. I hate to say this but...he kept me sane.

I hear you in the quiet. I see you when I'm in the dark You just couldn't fight for this.

I sighed hearing gunshots.

I ran over to my window seeing a woman running into an alleyway...

But it's not your fault.

A man with a hockey mask was following behind her.

Say what you mean out loud.

I turned around and was met with the same Jason mask that haunts me. "Y/N..."

Drowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd 'Cause every sweet thing you never speak Is deafening, never knowing what could be Wish I could show you how But you're just a ghost now Your laughter haunts me Like a ringing in my ear You left me long ago, you're still everywhere I reach out for you

I heard his laugh start ringing as he smiled at me.

I'm desperate for your warmth

I pushed him away as Iwalked away from him.

Can you tell me where we went wrong? At least tell me just to move on Say what you mean out loud Drowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd

I went to the bathroom locking the door. "Delirious...please leave" I said.

'Cause every sweet thing you never speak Is deafening, never knowing what could be Wish I could show you how But you're just a ghost now You're just a ghost now But you're just a ghost, ghost now But you're just a ghost, ghost now, now

"Y/N..."

But you're just a It's time to let it go You left me all alone I wanna feel your heartbeat but it doesn't beat for me no more

"I just...Never mind...I'll leave" He said as I heard footsteps fading away. I realised some thing.

No It's time to let it go You left me all alone It's holding me down, it's burning me out I'm begging for some but I can't bring you back now Say what you mean out loud

I felt the tears start streaming down my face as I realised what I did. I realised I just...I should've given him a chance.

Drowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd 'Cause every sweet thing you never speak Is deafening, never knowing what could be Wish I could show you how But you're just a ghost now

Exiting the bathroom I went to my roof crying.

You're just a ghost now But you're just a ghost, ghost now But you're just a ghost, ghost now, now

I cried as I got a call. "Hello...?" I asked. "Jonathons dead..." Evans voice rang through my ears and I was shocked. "What?!" I asked.

Hes dead?! Oh my god...

But you're just a ghost now

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