Just So You Know

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I looked at her with him. I shouldn't be inlove with her. She's my best friend for god's sake. She's happy with him. The way she looks at him, the way she kisses his lips, the way she smiles whenever she's near him or whenever she talks about him. I am so jealous, it hurts me whenever they're together or whenever I see him with her. To make it worse, he's an asshole who doesnt deserve her. She should be with someone who treats her right. Me. But who am I kidding, she'll never look at me in that way. I turned away because it hurt way too much. She was having a get together at her apartment in L.A , I was here with my boys. Siva, Tom, Jay and Max who was dating Holly. Demi's P.A. I got up off the sofa and walked out onto her balcony. I stared at the sunset. I felt a hand on my shoulder "Hey mate" Jay said. "Heyy" I smiled fakely. "Yarite" he asked. "It's just hard ya know....seeing her with him" Nathan said. Jay slung his arm round me. "We can get out of here if you'd like" he asked "Nah it's fine. I just have to face the fact that shes never going to be mine" I sighed. "Cmon let's go back in. If you want to go just come and tell me" Jay said "Thanks bird!" I smiled "No worries. We're brothers" he smiled and ruffled the younger boys hair.

 The boys walked back in. She walked over "Hey you guys okay" Demi asked "Yeah course" I said smiling. "Good. We're watching a movie in the lounge by the way" she smiled "Okay" I smiled, she smiled back and walked into the lounge. Jay and I followed. We went over and sat on the sofa. Demi was across the room, Wilmer had his arms around her as she cuddled into his chest. I looked away, my eyes pricking with tears. I wish that was me so badly. The movie started. I sat back and watched it trying to ignore the fact that the girl I was inlove with was in another mans arms. From the corner of my eye I saw Wilmer lean down and kiss her lips, she kissed back. I looked at the floor, I got up and walked out. I couldn't handle it. Why did I have to fall inlove with her. Yeah I had a crush on her when we met, but as we've got more closer, the more I've fallen for her. Demi gave me a confused look as I walked out. I ignored it, what was I supposed to say "oh yeah just going out as i'm inlove with you and i can't stand seeing you with Wilmer" I thought, I went over and grabbed a glass of water.

Demi walked out to the kitchen "What's going on Nathan" she asked "Nothing" I said "Don't bullshit me Nath..." she said. I drank some of my water and then put my glass down. "You really wanna know" he asked, she nodded. He went over and grabbed his jacket, he put it on and got a piece of paper out of his pocket " If you read this you'll know why i've been acting the way i have. I wrote it yesterday. I gotta go see you around" he said, he quickly kissed her cheek and left. She opened the piece of paper.

I shouldn't love you but i want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but i can't move

I can't look away, And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

This feelings takin control of me and i can't help it

I wont sit around

I can't let him win now.Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you. But i don't want too

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's gettin hard to, be around you

There's so much i can't say and do you want me to hide the feelings and look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make these feelings stop

Just so you know. This feelings takin control, of me and i can't help it

I wont sit around. I can't let him win now. Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you. But i don't want too

I just gotta say it all before I go. Just so you know

This emptiness is killin me. I'm wondering why i've waited so long

Lookin back i realize it was always there, just never spoken

Now i'm waitin here, been waiting here

Just so you know. This feelings taking control of me and I can't help it

I wont sit around. I can't let him win now. Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you. But i don't want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

Demi just stared at the piece of paper. She couldn't believe Nathan had feelings for her. Yeah he stared at her and he looked upset when she was with Wilmer, but she didn't know he had feelings, she thought it was just a little crush. She felt awful, flaunting Wilmer around infront of him. But apart of her was happy he felt this way, she had always liked him. Maybe just maybe she had feelings for him aswell. I mean he was always there for her when she needed him, he was really cute especially when he wore a snapback. She loved his laugh, his smile and his gorgeous green eyes. 

Wilmer then walked in the kitchen "Everything okay hermosa" he asked. Demi quickly stuffed the piece of paper in her pocket. "Yeaah course baby" she smiled. He walked over and kissed her, they then walked back into the lounge together.

At 1am

Everyone had gone home, she couldn't sleep. She tossed and turned, she couldn't stop thinking about the letter Nathan gave her. She grabbed her phone from the bedside table and rang Nathan.

With Nathan.

My phone buzzed on the floor, I woke up slightly and saw Demi's caller ID. I wiped his eyes and answered it.

N: Hello

D: Hey. I need to talk to you (he sounds so cute, she thought)

N: Demi. It's like 1am, can't it wait......

D: No it can't! You were the one who gave me the fricking letter Nathan.....

N: Okay...

D: I'll be round in a few minutes.

10 minutes later.

I was downstairs, I  heard Demis car come into the driveway. I walked over and opened the door, as I didn't want to wake the others. Demi got out her lexus and walked into the house. "Heyy" she said "Hi" I smiled slightly. I shut the door behind them and they walked into the kitchen. "I read the song...." she said. I nodded "I uhm dumped Wilmer..." she said. I looked over confused "What ?...." I asked "i can't pretend that i'm inlove with him, when my heart belongs to you" she said. "Really" I asked. "I just think I was scared to tell you as I didn't want to ruin our friendship if you didn't feel the same" she said. He nodded. Demi walked over and wrapped her arms round his neck, he leaned in, she captured his lips softly. He kissed back and pulled away, he stroked her cheek softly. "I love you" he whispered "I love you too Nath" she said and then kissed him again. She pulled away and then hugged him tightly, he kissed her neck. She yawned "You tired ?" he asked, she nodded and lay her head in his chest. "Let's go to bed babe" he said, "Okay" she said tiredley. He held her hand and they went upstairs to bed, and they spent their first night together as a couple. 

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