I haven't been writing as much as I used to lately. And for thay I'm sorry. I just don't have anything to complain or bitch about lol. My days are going brighter and brighter. Never been like this honestly. I have people that check up on me daily. People who randomly text me and say hey get ready I'm omw to get you. People who make me laugh when I'm moody and emotional. For those people I'm forever grateful. They know where they stand with me. They never try to get more than what I give. They know they are my friends.
For the guy who stayed with me through hell. Thank you. You didn't leave when it got hard. We talked it about and made everything okay again. We don't fight over petty things. You make me smile more than you make me cry. When I'm upset you hold me tighter. You know how I feel about us being together. You know I want to stay with you forever.
For everyone I don't talk to anymore, hope you're doing well. I didn't cut you off because I don't care. I cut you off because it was best for me. And I can't be holding myself back for you. I want to do things not be held back by people who drink and smoke their lives away. Getting high and drinking all day is fun when you're young. But when you're trying to grow up and make something of yourself it's not easy doing thay anymore. Spending money on it, basically might as well throw thay shit away.
Well anyway just wanted to update bc it's been awhile. Brought up some topics people will disagree with but it's my opinion you don't have to agree. Deuces untill next time ✌️💕
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New Struggles
PoetryJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
